List of Reasoning

[OnceThougtTwiceDone]

(Not in any order)
1. PTSD, from falling 9-12 feet on my back.
2. Grandma not excepting me being Trans
3. Anxiety (Diagnosed kind)
4. Emotional Numbness
5. Depression (I think diagnosed?)
6. Life feeling like a spiky washing machine.
7. Feeling like a god (Yes, this makes me suicidal, I don't know why so don't ask.)
There's all the main reasons.

 

[The anhedonic one]

So sorry you are going through this.
My reasons are:

Severe childhood abuse.
Clinically depressed since age 6.
Bipolar type 1.
Existential crisis.
Homeless.

Lucky me.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's horrible how so much endless suffering exists here in this world and of course it's really understandable just wishing to be free from everything, as existing here really is so tiring, it must be awful having to go through all of that. But anyway best wishes.