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Torabol

Torabol

Student
Apr 15, 2023
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No I haven't hurt anyone. Country won't repriate most likely but there's always the chance. I would have probably been on a good pathway to recovery if I wasn't stupid, currently feeling as if I'm reaching the end of the road, don't see a point going on. My days are just alcohol binges gathering the courage to shoot myself. Having firearms feels liberating, I can leave at any time - and the world hasn't done anything to convince me not to. I don't think I'm willing to spend my time in a cell
 
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soonatpeace777888

soonatpeace777888

Specialist
Jul 4, 2023
387
What did you do if I may ask? Is it drug related?
 
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Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
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That sucks, sadly I relate All too well... Just biding my time, 1 day at a time in this shit hole we live in. Very true, I love the fact I can leave w/e, But.... my damn SI is still too strong.

I hope your situation takes a turn for the better, thoughts and prayers - ♥
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand why you would feel relieved at having the option of the firearm so that you aren't trapped here, but anyway best wishes, to me that does sound like such a dreadful situation.
 
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