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[Happy]

Hello. Shortly about myself. I am 21 years old, I do not work. Born in an aggressive country in the poorest city with a low level of education and a complete absence of culture. We do not have such concepts of honor, love and dignity. Our government is not worried about how naive it did not sound the "happiness" of the population. Unfortunately, we still have a culture of childbearing and there is even such a slogan among the population "Children is happiness", they are brought up by the younger generation, which, then without any other arguments on self-reproduction, is reportedly engaged in them. My parents were absolutely not engaged in me, I would be happy if it were at least so, moreover, they prevented me in every way in the formation of her I, they were never authority for me, did not teach me anything. I born such a feeling, not to live, and to perform someone's services. Someone has a close environment, relatives, etc. They say, for example, when it comes to what is green - green, and red - red. Where I live you will stop you and learn, I do not care anyone that you can not know something since you have never had a deal with this. I can't find a common language with people with the exception of several friends of about my age and then I broke off to contact them, as I specifically covered with shit and I don't want to share my probably by and large personal negative, which has accumulated over many years. Looking back, I remember how some unfamiliar asked how I feel myself and I said that I was fine, I just didn't know what it means fine. I probably kept very much in myself bad emotions and shared only good and now enough. Just imagine how something can happen from me and in general how to demand something with me if I have nothing. This is the same thing to surprise that the sprout of the apple tree did not prepare you harvest to your arrival and scold him for it. I am not a fool and not weak, I just understand that in the animal world it is better to live than in the one I am. I can't change anything. My family has an income of 110 dollars for 3 creatures. Father and mother divorced, I did not fulfill the role of my son as a child, but the role of an unwanted family psychologist. At times, I was offended, I was aggressive, too, towards my relative, and it was my courtyard that was my salvation and just the very friends with whom I now broke. They are all somewhat better in terms of relationship with loved ones and their "well-being". In general, I do not want to be a man's grizzle, it is better to die.