Life only gets worse yet at the same time death may not necessarily be the answer.

[Marsmia]

I very rarely don't ponder death, but with my extensive list of failed suicide attempts, im thinking about it less and less.

But I swear we only exist to get worse.

Worser news, worser health, worser etc.

I've got a lot of health problems and this week although it's not a massive problem as a side effect I've got tinnitus. So yippee.

You can't do anything on this planet without their being consequences.

Too much screen time? BLIND
Too much instruments DEAF

I mean come the fuck on.

Every day you get weaker, every day something happens which only hinders you more.

Idk I'm going to go to sleep with my cat now. I've not slept in ages bye yall

 

[InvasionOfPublicity]

I feel you, I'm kind of one foot in one foot out about CTB after talking to a good friend of mine. I was so set on suicide these past few days, and I'm still feeling inclined to, but it feels like my reasoning has been scrambled up. I'm not even sure why I would want to keep going, knowing things will 100% continue to get worse, on a personal scale, and all the way through to a global scale. Just wanted to say your post put feelings I've had into words pretty accurately. Thanks.