Life is pressure

[nextstepdeath]

And it's usually pressure in ways that doesn't give you a chance to get secure with anything. You have to fend off everything at once. It's easier to shut down in a quiet place than anything else.
Either way I have to live with my legacy being the most embarrassing person alive or killing myself and hurting other people. I suffer too much as an embarrassment so suicide it is.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Life really is too much pressure. There's too much stress as well. I think that the reason why I don't enjoy anything is because I'm always stressed about life. It's so unfair that I'm forced to do a lot of effort all because I was born against my will and because I'm a human. I envy housecats cats so much as they have a stress free life and can do whatever they want. Cats sleep for double the time of what a human sleeps for. I don't know why anybody likes being a human. It causes so many challenges and hardship