Life is only suffering and misery

[FuneralCry]

I am just passing the time again by writing this. I believe that there is nothing good about living, life is just suffering, there is nothing that makes me feel better or makes me want to stay here. In my case, there is no point to continuing this life. I see it as being cruel that I was forced here without choice and I have to endure this miserable life. I deserve a peaceful death, like falling asleep and never waking up. If you think about life, it really is completely meaningless. Nothing really matters as all our problems will die with us. Things may be important to us now, but eventually everything will end.

So therefore, I see it as being pointless having to deal with so much dread and despair each day when I could be peacefully not existing. I always feel bad in some way, I never feel well. I do not understand those who want to live and try to force others to live in a world where there is so much suffering. I really hope for eternal sleep where nothing can hurt me anymore. To me it just sounds so nice not having to deal with any stress, disappointment, pain, not having to deal with anything. Life is certainly not enjoyable in any way. I have said this many, many times at this point. I just hope life will go away.

 

[WadeingThru]

I have said this many, many times at this point.

Yeah you have and I hear ya. I hope you find the peace you seek.

 

[Red Scare]

I mostly agree, and I feel the same way. I didn't always feel that way though, when my life was going good and I had things in it that made it worth living, and that I did enjoy.

Of course if all you experience is suffering, then you will hate life. But there are some people who don't suffer much at all, they live relatively easy lives and low stress, maybe they have rich parents. I hate people like that.

 

[orange]

Honestly I never get tired of your posts they're very comforting

 

[AnestheticVoid]

You say you deserve a peaceful death but it seems you are torturing yourself.

 

[jimmy7754]

I am just passing the time again by writing this. I believe that there is nothing good about living, life is just suffering, there is nothing that makes me feel better or makes me want to stay here. In my case, there is no point to continuing this life. I see it as being cruel that I was forced here without choice and I have to endure this miserable life. I deserve a peaceful death, like falling asleep and never waking up. If you think about life, it really is completely meaningless. Nothing really matters as all our problems will die with us. Things may be important to us now, but eventually everything will end.

So therefore, I see it as being pointless having to deal with so much dread and despair each day when I could be peacefully not existing. I always feel bad in some way, I never feel well. I do not understand those who want to live and try to force others to live in a world where there is so much suffering. I really hope for eternal sleep where nothing can hurt me anymore. To me it just sounds so nice not having to deal with any stress, disappointment, pain, not having to deal with anything. Life is certainly not enjoyable in any way. I have said this many, many times at this point. I just hope life will go away.

Life is completely meaningless and painful.. it always boggles my mind how humans evolved to this point.

 

[Leiden]

I wish it was different for you ❤

 

[chipster]

I am just passing the time again by writing this. I believe that there is nothing good about living, life is just suffering, there is nothing that makes me feel better or makes me want to stay here. In my case, there is no point to continuing this life. I see it as being cruel that I was forced here without choice and I have to endure this miserable life. I deserve a peaceful death, like falling asleep and never waking up. If you think about life, it really is completely meaningless. Nothing really matters as all our problems will die with us. Things may be important to us now, but eventually everything will end.

So therefore, I see it as being pointless having to deal with so much dread and despair each day when I could be peacefully not existing. I always feel bad in some way, I never feel well. I do not understand those who want to live and try to force others to live in a world where there is so much suffering. I really hope for eternal sleep where nothing can hurt me anymore. To me it just sounds so nice not having to deal with any stress, disappointment, pain, not having to deal with anything. Life is certainly not enjoyable in any way. I have said this many, many times at this point. I just hope life will go away.

You nailed it.

 

[Coffeandamug]

Sorry but I will disagree with the title if I don't add some words; Life is only suffering and misery for some people. Everyone has problems and experiences pain, but to say everyone is miserable is a mistake. I am miserable for sure, but I have met and seen so many people who were just fine. It is a nice thought...that deep down everyone is as broken as I am. But that's not the case. Some people are just luckier, and that's that.

 

[Of The Universe]

LF,have u ever had a boyfriend? Just curious. You're A bit of an enigma.

 

[Al Cappella]

It really pains me to see it's as bad as it is for you, and hope that something—anything—comes along soon to lift the skies a bit. No one deserves to be in that much pain…

 

[arnab]

I am just passing the time again by writing this. I believe that there is nothing good about living, life is just suffering, there is nothing that makes me feel better or makes me want to stay here. In my case, there is no point to continuing this life. I see it as being cruel that I was forced here without choice and I have to endure this miserable life. I deserve a peaceful death, like falling asleep and never waking up. If you think about life, it really is completely meaningless. Nothing really matters as all our problems will die with us. Things may be important to us now, but eventually everything will end.

So therefore, I see it as being pointless having to deal with so much dread and despair each day when I could be peacefully not existing. I always feel bad in some way, I never feel well. I do not understand those who want to live and try to force others to live in a world where there is so much suffering. I really hope for eternal sleep where nothing can hurt me anymore. To me it just sounds so nice not having to deal with any stress, disappointment, pain, not having to deal with anything. Life is certainly not enjoyable in any way. I have said this many, many times at this point. I just hope life will go away.

Indeed. Parents are evil people generally.
Using people as shields

 

[MiserableAlways354]

I am just passing the time again by writing this. I believe that there is nothing good about living, life is just suffering, there is nothing that makes me feel better or makes me want to stay here. In my case, there is no point to continuing this life. I see it as being cruel that I was forced here without choice and I have to endure this miserable life. I deserve a peaceful death, like falling asleep and never waking up. If you think about life, it really is completely meaningless. Nothing really matters as all our problems will die with us. Things may be important to us now, but eventually everything will end.

So therefore, I see it as being pointless having to deal with so much dread and despair each day when I could be peacefully not existing. I always feel bad in some way, I never feel well. I do not understand those who want to live and try to force others to live in a world where there is so much suffering. I really hope for eternal sleep where nothing can hurt me anymore. To me it just sounds so nice not having to deal with any stress, disappointment, pain, not having to deal with anything. Life is certainly not enjoyable in any way. I have said this many, many times at this point. I just hope life will go away.

I understand completely. I just want to go away and be in peace. Maybe there's another world out there? I just know this world isn't for me.

 

[Buddha.e.c]

Detachment from everything , In complete darkness and pain . I wake up everyday wishing i suck up the courage to CTB:(. Your right its all pointless...

 

[jimmy7754]

I understand completely. I just want to go away and be in peace. Maybe there's another world out there? I just know this world isn't for me.

It's comforting to think that way.. even though I believe this is it for us…

 

[whatevs]

If life was ONLY suffering and misery most people would catch that bus, but they don't, because their subjective experience is that life is worthwhile, or at least the fear of losing their life is greater than the dread of having to live it. Acts speak much louder than words.

 

[arnab]

LF,have u ever had a boyfriend? Just curious. You're A bit of an enigma.

Why Woould that make anything different?

You think just because you can get D and s3x doesn't mean we want to live in this hellhole

Life is just BS. Totally uneasecary suffering inflicted upon innocent people.

Media is trying to brainwash people into thinking otherwise. That life is a gift etc. to make the big wheel keep spinning to make money .

Babies = Hard Cash

 

[TooConscious]

I would love to believe that death is simply the end. But the fact we exist is in this hell is so evil it down seem like such a kindness exists. How we are trained to believe escape from suffering is something we should be grateful for. It's so sick. I'll find out soon enough. But I'm expecting it to be another slap in face "ha ha you thought you could escape".
I pray, for lack of a better term of the despair and desperation hopelessness I feel that those of us who truly want out can can actually cease to exist.

 

[Foresight]

I think life is mostly misery for the majority of people.

You'd be surprised. A lot of the people you think are doing well probably aren't. I constantly hear average or well-to-do people with a laundry list of daily complaints and grievances even when we all live in a comfortable environment. That's why rage and complaining about others sell so well (mainstream news, pop culture). A lot of people are uneasy inside. A lot of people also try to recapture the magic of life through reproduction, which is a failing tactic.

 

[Forever Dead]

Life has been getting gradually worse for me with no hope of respite whatsoever. I am currently burned out after a severe 3 day anxiety and panic attack storm, every tiny movement I make seems like a huge effort, I am running on empty, completely drained of physical, and emotional energy. Everything I do, including thinking is in slow motion, and I woke up crying after managing to get 2 hours sleep, after days of insomnia. This is how it has been for years now, suffering upon suffering with very little respite. To make things worse I am very empathetic, and I am tired of all the suffering that goes on in this dreadful world. Humans and animals suffering everywhere you look, I cannot bear to witness all of this pain and despair, physical and emotional cruelty and unimaginable suffering. I see no value in this human existence whatsoever. I am in a constant state of anhedonia. I feel no interest or pleasure in anything, as though I am a dead man walking. The only things that bring me comfort are sleep, when I can manage to do so, and thoughts of my death My suicide is inevitable. I know this with absolute certainty. When you reach the pit of absolute hopelessness and despair you " just know " that ctb is the only option left for you. I am so sorry you are feeling the same way. Only people who are going through this hell can truly understand what it feels like. Hugs.

 

[Ednospatient]

I'm surprised you're still here

 

[Lost Magic]

This is the point I am in life now. I have ceased to see the magic in the world.

 

[FuneralCry]

LF,have u ever had a boyfriend? Just curious. You're A bit of an enigma.

No. I do not want one as well. The thought of a relationship is horrifying to me.

 

[Ednospatient]

@LeavingForever is there anything, anything that would make you think less pessimistically about life?

 

[Lost Magic]

@LeavingForever is there anything, anything that would make you think less pessimistically about life?

You are coming off as condescending. Do you realise what kind of site this is or are you trolling?

 

[arnab]

You are coming off as condescending. Do you realise what kind of site this is or are you trolling?

It's a pro lifer, they are what they are.

 

[Lost Magic]

It's a pro lifer, they are what they are.

Not really a good fit for a pro choice community of people who (for the most part) don't want to live. I swear to God, these fucking trolls man.

 

[arnab]

Not really a good fit for a pro choice community of people who (for the most part) don't want to live. I swear to God, these fucking trolls man.

Not sure if it's trolls or just deluded people that benefit from the illusion of "helping" others.

 

[Ednospatient]

It's a pro lifer, they are what they are.

Not a pro life person but I think if she doesn't have a terminal illness she could try finding even small positive things about life, instead of dwelling in the negatives every day

 

[Lost Magic]

Not a pro life person but I think if she doesn't have a terminal illness she could try finding even small positive things about life, instead of dwelling in the negatives every day

Well in fairness to your reply, I guess finding simple pleasures in life like a cup of tea or the sound of the rain does help a bit. I mean I do find simple pleasures in life and sometimes they trick me into wanting to stay around for a bit but it doesn't stop the pain of life in general. Then others have anhedonia (Like Leaving Forever) and they don't get any pleasure out of life anymore. Everybody's different.