Venting Life is not beautiful, life is evil, sadistic and unfair.

[LifeIsASadist]

Life has a tendency to give good things to the wrong people a lot and I get nothing given from life and rot against my will. All the things I got was hard earned by myself and life has to be a prick enough to give me terrible things instead of good unearned things like horrible people get. Normal people would tell me that "LiFe is GoOd" sure for you it is because you were blessed to be neurotypical, good looking, have relationships and not have a gaslighting family while life is not very nice to me.

 

[TheHolySword]

i think life can be beautiful. mine just isn't. there's beauty all around me though. i just don't deserve it.

 

[LifeIsASadist]

i think life can be beautiful. mine just isn't. there's beauty all around me though. i just don't deserve it.

Life is only beautiful to the wrong people.

 

[TheHolySword]

Life is only beautiful to the wrong people.

i think to say the only people who are experiencing beautiful lives don't deserve it is a bit of a stretch. there are good people who lead happy lives. and there are bad people who are miserable in their life.

 

[Salting the wounds]

If it makes you feel better, I had all those privileges you are talking about (even more) and I ruined my life with cocaine and nightlife
Well I have a couple of mental illnesses that aggravated the situation.
Friends, partners, luxuries and stories I never lacked.
That you have earned things for yourself makes you value them more, believe me.
But yes, being born hegemonic was a privilege that I knew how to take advantage of at the time.

 

[sevennn]

maybe. some people live nicely. and its just random luck. they might not all be bad. but most dont appreciate it at all. which bugs me. they take everythign for granted

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, to me existence is the most horrific, torturous abomination which causes all this suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I really would never wish for any of this no matter what, I see it as something so dreadful to be forced into this existence of unnecessary suffering.

 

[Skylar6]

Life has a tendency to give good things to the wrong people a lot and I get nothing given from life and rot against my will. All the things I got was hard earned by myself and life has to be a prick enough to give me terrible things instead of good unearned things like horrible people get. Normal people would tell me that "LiFe is GoOd" sure for you it is because you were blessed to be neurotypical, good looking, have relationships and not have a gaslighting family while life is not very nice to me.

Life can be beautiful, but society, other people and just bad luck can make it hell to endure. It does seem the least worthy accumulate wealth and power, and this disparity is magnified now by social media. Suicide is not necessarily about someone wanting to die, but more about being unable to endure their own current physical or emotional suffering. That's why I'm checking out. Probably tomorrow.

 

[lawlietsph]

Life is only beautiful for the attractive and financially stable people. Also for those who have a supportive family.
The rest of us are fucked.