Life is just waiting around to die

[FuneralCry]

To me, it seems as though this is what humans do. We are waiting to die. All life is meaningless and nothing really matters. All we do is just pass time until we finally die which will come one day eventually no matter what. When you think about life that way you realise that there is not much point to living. People forget how meaningless everything is when they are so focused on their own lives and their problems. Everything we are will all be forgotten someday, all our problems will die with us. We suffer so much, all for nothing.

I am tired of waiting, my life is literally just waiting around to die. I try to pass the time, never wanting to be here, just distracting myself each day, but nothing ever helps me or makes me feel better. Deep down, I will always be empty and nothing will take that away. I am already dead, I do not live, I just exist.

Life just seems like a lot of suffering, just for the sake of it. While death comforts me a lot, it just feels so far away, I just wish that it was easier to leave. Dying is the only thing that feels right for me, I was only born to suffer, I could never be happy. Happiness does not even exist. How could someone be happy when they see the world for what it is.

I do not know what the point of writing all this is (a way to pass the time I guess) but I just never see any point to it all. The knowledge that things could get much worse is terrifying. Life is so temporary, pointless and so horrible at the same time. I am tired of the long days, I hope to be gone from this world, that I was never meant for.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Life is only as good as your circumstances allow it to be, but yes life is waiting to die. The thing is, if you have a good life, it occupies you while your time comes.

 

[Hurt]

It seems as if this has been written by myself. I feel the same. All I do is pass the time until I die.

 

[jimmy7754]

I hate being 32.. I can't imagine being any older and watching myself spiral.

 

[ineedtoctb]

I hate being 32.. I can't imagine being any older and watching myself spiral.

I feel the same exact way.

 

[Lullaby]

That's what it currently feels like. Existing but not living; feels like you're already dead, but not quite yet. Super on point.

It's horrible when it gets to the point where even the things that helped distract, do nothing anymore. So you're just sitting around all day with your thoughts. It's like being a prison.

 

[Sunset Limited]

 

[locked*n*loaded]

To me, it seems as though this is what humans do. We are waiting to die. All life is meaningless and nothing really matters. All we do is just pass time until we finally die ........................

Have you always felt this way? It's just hard for me to imagine that there wasn't some time in the past where things were better for you, with dreams, hopes, and desires.

 

[Weebster]

I hate being 32.. I can't imagine being any older and watching myself spiral.

What year did you graduate high school?

 

[FuneralCry]

Have you always felt this way? It's just hard for me to imagine that there wasn't some time in the past where things were better for you, with dreams, hopes, and desires.

Yes, I have never wanted to live. I have no positive memories from the past. Even when I was very young I found death to be comforting. I am not meant for this world, and it has always felt wrong, me being alive. I should have never been born in the first place.