Hunterer
Member
- May 13, 2024
- 45
Before commenting on anything, I would like you to read about my opinion and what I have to say. I want to know if you agree with it or not.
Over the years, suicidal thoughts took over my mind and I began to see the world in a pessimistic way, or rather, I began to see the world the way it really is, and thanks to that, I was finally able to open my eyes to life and realize how bad it is in practically every aspect.
There are good things in life, but living a happy and stable life these days is practically impossible. So, as I said in another post, it takes a lot of effort and even luck to be happy, and in the end, it might not even be worth it, and that's just another reason why I want to ctb, and in my opinion, it's a great reason.
I've talked to people about this, and some of them said they would try to move on instead of ctb, and I don't judge anyone for wanting to do that, because everyone has expectations of improvement, whether through work and effort to achieve the best, or through death, which can serve as a permanent solution to problems (or at least, I hope so). But the decision is up to each person, and I have already decided what I want to do.
People say that ctb is not the solution and society condemns those who commit this act, as if it were a "crime", when in fact, the real crime is wanting to keep alive a person who is in constant suffering, whether mental or physical. People say that life is a gift, that we are young and that we still have a lot to live for, but I have to disagree when they say that life is a gift, because it is not and never will be. We are simply inserted into an unfair and unequal society against our will, we cannot choose where we are born or whether we are born with a problem or not. I see people being born with physical disabilities, people going hungry and struggling to survive, people being forced to deal with the pain of an illness, and in the worst case, a rare disease, with no cure and no known treatment. And even so, even though they are born and live with so many problems, society still looks at these people and simply says that they cannot die and condemns them for wanting to, as if it were some kind of crime.
Life would only be a gift if we lived in a utopia without crime, without evil, where everyone lives in complete peace and harmony with each other, but a world like that is obviously impossible. And instead, we have: hunger, crime, wars, diseases and a series of other problems...
Seeing certain scenes breaks my heart, and I realize more and more that we are living in a "Hell on Earth".
To all those who are fighting and striving for a better life, I congratulate you for your willpower, because you are strong and a warrior, and the same goes for the people on this forum. If you are here, it means that you have been through a lot of shit in this life, and even if you haven't, it is normal to want to give up on everything and the choice is up to each one of you regarding what to do. I just know we've been through a lot, I guess.
And with that, I end my post by reaffirming that: from my point of view, life is not a gift for me and for many others out there who live in suffering for whatever reason, but if someone is willing to move on and seek improvement, feel free to do so. Feel free to take control of your life and decide your destiny.
But what about you who have read this far ? What do you think ? Do you agree or disagree ? Let me know if you have anything to say.
Over the years, suicidal thoughts took over my mind and I began to see the world in a pessimistic way, or rather, I began to see the world the way it really is, and thanks to that, I was finally able to open my eyes to life and realize how bad it is in practically every aspect.
There are good things in life, but living a happy and stable life these days is practically impossible. So, as I said in another post, it takes a lot of effort and even luck to be happy, and in the end, it might not even be worth it, and that's just another reason why I want to ctb, and in my opinion, it's a great reason.
I've talked to people about this, and some of them said they would try to move on instead of ctb, and I don't judge anyone for wanting to do that, because everyone has expectations of improvement, whether through work and effort to achieve the best, or through death, which can serve as a permanent solution to problems (or at least, I hope so). But the decision is up to each person, and I have already decided what I want to do.
People say that ctb is not the solution and society condemns those who commit this act, as if it were a "crime", when in fact, the real crime is wanting to keep alive a person who is in constant suffering, whether mental or physical. People say that life is a gift, that we are young and that we still have a lot to live for, but I have to disagree when they say that life is a gift, because it is not and never will be. We are simply inserted into an unfair and unequal society against our will, we cannot choose where we are born or whether we are born with a problem or not. I see people being born with physical disabilities, people going hungry and struggling to survive, people being forced to deal with the pain of an illness, and in the worst case, a rare disease, with no cure and no known treatment. And even so, even though they are born and live with so many problems, society still looks at these people and simply says that they cannot die and condemns them for wanting to, as if it were some kind of crime.
Life would only be a gift if we lived in a utopia without crime, without evil, where everyone lives in complete peace and harmony with each other, but a world like that is obviously impossible. And instead, we have: hunger, crime, wars, diseases and a series of other problems...
Seeing certain scenes breaks my heart, and I realize more and more that we are living in a "Hell on Earth".
To all those who are fighting and striving for a better life, I congratulate you for your willpower, because you are strong and a warrior, and the same goes for the people on this forum. If you are here, it means that you have been through a lot of shit in this life, and even if you haven't, it is normal to want to give up on everything and the choice is up to each one of you regarding what to do. I just know we've been through a lot, I guess.
And with that, I end my post by reaffirming that: from my point of view, life is not a gift for me and for many others out there who live in suffering for whatever reason, but if someone is willing to move on and seek improvement, feel free to do so. Feel free to take control of your life and decide your destiny.
But what about you who have read this far ? What do you think ? Do you agree or disagree ? Let me know if you have anything to say.
