Hi. I have a serious question/problem. My life insurance doesn't cover suicide. If I use 1,4 butanediol as a way to ctb, do it at a hotel and don't leave a note, will they seem it accidental overdose on a "party drug"? How do corners decide what is deemed accidental to what is intentional? If I ctb at a hotel, will the police have any reason to go to my house for their investigation? I packed most of my items so my family wouldn't have to deal with it but that would be more indication that it was intentional. If anyone knows the answers behind a guess or where I can find legit answers, please let me know. There's so much speculation but I'm having trouble finding real answers. Thank you, thank you.
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littlelady774
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- Dec 20, 2018
- 708
Honestly I wouldn't use 1,4 B to ctb . The person that started that megathread was just speculating and didn't do a lot of research . I would use something else if I were you. It seems more like a science experiment than anything
If I remember correctly, 1,4B metabolizes into GHB, which breaks down quite quickly. My understanding is that it often doesn't appear in toxicology screens, leading to a lot of questions --which may lead the authorities to a more (and inconveniently) thorough investigation of your circumstances.
The 1,4B + alcohol is also, as @littlelady856 writes, a largely unproven method. At the very least, the details of doseage are still uncertain. I bought into the concept --enough to buy a fatal dose of the stuff-- but at this point I'm not sure I would risk it. Especially not without a serious course of antiemetics.
The 1,4B + alcohol is also, as @littlelady856 writes, a largely unproven method. At the very least, the details of doseage are still uncertain. I bought into the concept --enough to buy a fatal dose of the stuff-- but at this point I'm not sure I would risk it. Especially not without a serious course of antiemetics.
I read all of the stuff on both megathreads that you guys worked on in December-January and all of the research links I could find. I know it's totally experimental but I think it does sound like a pretty viable option.
From how I understood from the reading, while a dose over 10 grams of GHB could be fatal, most of the documented fatalities were dosed between 5 to 20 grams. It was determined that 1ml of 99.97% of 1,4 butanediol converts to 1gm of GHB. I bought an 8 ounce bottle (240ml/240gm). In theory, enough to ctb 12 times over at the highest fatal dose.
Planning on using etoh as a potentiator with the 1,4 butanediol, possibly making some screwdrivers to disguise taste. Ordered meto (have instructions but have not decided yet if doing regime or stat dose). An alternative plan I'm considering is to administer butanediol rectally to circumvent the vomiting. I think rectal administration is more likely to make the plan successful but as it works much faster, I'm holding on to some embarrassment about not being able to get rid of the butt supplies and about crapping myself. (I know, it won't matter if it works but hard to let go of the thought of wanting to die with dignity).
Most of the stuff I read sounds like I may puke a lot if the meto isn't a success and then I will go into a coma like sleep for several hours. Possibly have severe hangover feelings. But no long term effects if it fails. So even though it's not a method with much data behind it yet, it hasn't been DISPROVEN that I can see. I figure, what have I got to lose by trying besides a few days I don't remember ya know?
From how I understood from the reading, while a dose over 10 grams of GHB could be fatal, most of the documented fatalities were dosed between 5 to 20 grams. It was determined that 1ml of 99.97% of 1,4 butanediol converts to 1gm of GHB. I bought an 8 ounce bottle (240ml/240gm). In theory, enough to ctb 12 times over at the highest fatal dose.
Planning on using etoh as a potentiator with the 1,4 butanediol, possibly making some screwdrivers to disguise taste. Ordered meto (have instructions but have not decided yet if doing regime or stat dose). An alternative plan I'm considering is to administer butanediol rectally to circumvent the vomiting. I think rectal administration is more likely to make the plan successful but as it works much faster, I'm holding on to some embarrassment about not being able to get rid of the butt supplies and about crapping myself. (I know, it won't matter if it works but hard to let go of the thought of wanting to die with dignity).
Most of the stuff I read sounds like I may puke a lot if the meto isn't a success and then I will go into a coma like sleep for several hours. Possibly have severe hangover feelings. But no long term effects if it fails. So even though it's not a method with much data behind it yet, it hasn't been DISPROVEN that I can see. I figure, what have I got to lose by trying besides a few days I don't remember ya know?
I've been at my job for over 4 years, which provides basic life insurance. However I just opted in for additional supplemental coverage in 2019. Worse comes to worse, I only get the basic coverage which is better than nothing I guess.
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cornflowerblue
Mage
- Feb 18, 2019
- 553
Isn't it ironic that here we are like "Be careful, you might live" 
If it doesn't work, there will be a plan B. Can't hurt any to try in the name of science. I'm going to contribute my experience on megathread when I do it. But "deadline" isn't until August 1st.
If it doesn't work, there will be a plan B. Can't hurt any to try in the name of science. I'm going to contribute my experience on megathread when I do it. But "deadline" isn't until August 1st.My brother's was classed as an accidental overdose even though he was found with notes and it was a clear suicide. Easier to have a drug epidemic than a suicide one.
Just check your policy really well. The one I used to have even had an overdose clause that voided the payout. But that was provided through an educational institution so who knows.
Just check your policy really well. The one I used to have even had an overdose clause that voided the payout. But that was provided through an educational institution so who knows.
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