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deadzombie6

deadzombie6

Exhausted
Oct 15, 2024
64
Life feels like a fever dream every single day is the same day i feel like I'm living the same day over and over again . I don't feel real too , people don't feel real nor does this world feel real . I think I'm losing my mind
 
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cohomology

cohomology

Member
Oct 5, 2024
51
I know how you feel. It's like being forced to watch a movie you're no longer interested in.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,207
Agreed. To me it feels like somebody is trolling us. It feels like an elaborate prank!
 
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L'absent

L'absent

Banned
Aug 18, 2024
1,391
Schopenhauer said that life is like a pendulum that swings incessantly between boredom and suffering, with very rare moments of completely illusory joy.
 
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NeoN0va

NeoN0va

beyond the end with you
Sep 24, 2024
205
So real. Life just feels so weird. I assume somethings not right as Ive had a deja vu every single day for the past month or two. Crazy shit is happening for sure.
 
star.trip

star.trip

Experienced
Oct 6, 2024
227
Sometimes life can seem like an illusion or a nightmare. There are days when it feels more that way than the other.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,207
Anybody tried DMT? Maybe we are living a dream simulator.
 
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melonpan

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Sep 9, 2024
67
Yeah, I get you. It's really strange. Sometimes, I don't feel like I'm here and I am convinced everyone else is fake/an existence to deter me from finding existence

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I find it ironic that you and the guy below you has a Lain PFP lol
 
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depthss

depthss

wikihow
Dec 12, 2023
232
it never feels real at all, im sure its an illusion
 
dazed.daydreamer

dazed.daydreamer

Member
Jun 26, 2024
68
I feel the same way, detached from my own personhood and from the world around me. I don't know if it's a DPDR situation, or if the feeling is normal with depression, or even just kinda normal nowadays full stop--I could see how being online so much could inspire a sense of unreality. It's so annoying
 
divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,913
I often wonder if we are in a simulation
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,831
How can it feel real when you have people making $1 million/month to let people watch them play video games. Or $5 million a month to kick a soccer ball through a goal?
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,649
I think it is. Just wondering why they couldn't make this simulation a Utopian elysium.
do you really believe some entity is running the show in essence operate on a property of computability, that mathematically expressible rules determine the outcomes.

We do live in a simulation, all of us, it's inside our heads. The brain makes internal models of external conditions for navigational purposes. Those models are simulations which we take to be real, because they work. Regarding the fantasy that only you exist and we're just projections from your imagination, it is called solipsism and it is common in children and teenagers, rare in adults. Clearly it is a neurological developmental maturation issue and if you're no longer a child yet still think existence is only you and the rest of us are projections of your imagination,
Life feels like a fever dream every single day is the same day i feel like I'm living the same day over and over again . I don't feel real too , people don't feel real nor does this world feel real . I think I'm losing my mind
 
MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,831
do you really believe some entity is running the show in essence operate on a property of computability, that mathematically expressible rules determine the outcomes.

We do live in a simulation, all of us, it's inside our heads. The brain makes internal models of external conditions for navigational purposes. Those models are simulations which we take to be real, because they work. Regarding the fantasy that only you exist and we're just projections from your imagination, it is called solipsism and it is common in children and teenagers, rare in adults. Clearly it is a neurological developmental maturation issue and if you're no longer a child yet still think existence is only you and the rest of us are projections of your imagination,
Sarcasm, my friend. Sarcasm. If I really thought this was the Maxtrix, I wouldn't be here. I'd be out finding a way to hack my way out of it.
 
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