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Mar 15, 2019
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Sometimes when I feel down, I think of people who are currently stuck inside prison cells for many years or decades

Anything from 10 years to life in prison sucks. Near impossible to CTB. Can forget about painless methods

Imagine the extreme depression and regret that is felt 24/7. Suddenly everything in normal life (that we dread) seems so possible and doable, but even that is completely stripped away from you

Then realizing how all the people you once loved have already moved on, always feeling like everyone else has a better life than you

While you have decades left to rot inside a cell

Imagine their desire to CTB. Probably reached extreme levels

Then for a brief moment, I temporarily feel my life isn't the worst
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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The "grass is always greener on the other side" argument. Someone always has it worse. But, the worst hell is the one you have to live yourself on a daily basis. I don't see how helpful it is doing a comparative analysis regarding people's despair, except to the anti-choicers who like to throw anything at the wall to see what might "stick".
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Existence feels like a prison to me as I was forced to be conscious enslaved in this existence so cruelly denied a painless, guaranteed death, I find it so horrific how a human can suffer for so long just to be tortured in agony by old age and cease existing anyway with no limit as to how much they can suffer, the fact that this existence was even imposed is the most terrible tragedy to me. I'll always see existence as an abomination that just causes harm and suffering until all is gone in non-existence anyway, I'll always see so much cruelty in how the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what.
 
moonflow3r

moonflow3r

Knocking on heaven’s door
Oct 6, 2023
228
Sometimes when I feel down, I think of people who are currently stuck inside prison cells for many years or decades

Anything from 10 years to life in prison sucks. Near impossible to CTB. Can forget about painless methods

Imagine the extreme depression and regret that is felt 24/7. Suddenly everything in normal life (that we dread) seems so possible and doable, but even that is completely stripped away from you
I might not be in jail but I feel trapped on this life crafted by my fucked up desicions and contradictory behavior. I'm trapped on this meat body having to face all these earthly problems and stupid creatures when I just want to leave as painful and htraumatic as it will be. Life is the ultimate prison
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
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Who says that some us aren't stuck in a prison cell right now?
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lucyanne

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Apr 9, 2025
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Sometimes when I feel down, I think of people who are currently stuck inside prison cells for many years or decades

Anything from 10 years to life in prison sucks. Near impossible to CTB. Can forget about painless methods

Imagine the extreme depression and regret that is felt 24/7. Suddenly everything in normal life (that we dread) seems so possible and doable, but even that is completely stripped away from you

Then realizing how all the people you once loved have already moved on, always feeling like everyone else has a better life than you

While you have decades left to rot inside a cell

Imagine their desire to CTB. Probably reached extreme levels

Then for a brief moment, I temporarily feel my life isn't the worst
I carry my prison with me everywhere I go.
 
LittleMagician

LittleMagician

Experienced
Apr 17, 2025
224
Sometimes when I feel down, I think of people who are currently stuck inside prison cells for many years or decades

Anything from 10 years to life in prison sucks. Near impossible to CTB. Can forget about painless methods

Imagine the extreme depression and regret that is felt 24/7. Suddenly everything in normal life (that we dread) seems so possible and doable, but even that is completely stripped away from you

Then realizing how all the people you once loved have already moved on, always feeling like everyone else has a better life than you

While you have decades left to rot inside a cell

Imagine their desire to CTB. Probably reached extreme levels

Then for a brief moment, I temporarily feel my life isn't the worst
I mean this is true, but at the same time it is hard to feel sympathy for someone who committed an act which landed them in a prison cell for that long of a sentence
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,333
the worst thing about being in a physical prison is that it's a billion times more difficult to kill myself .

although i've seen videos of prisoners killing themselves . one stuffed toilet paper or something down his throat and suffocated. others hung themselves with bedsheets. i forgot others.

Nationwide, 310 people committed suicide in local jails in 2011, ".......



so it's stil possible . i have a shotgun and rifle but i can't get myself to pull the trigger fear failure or pain but imo that fear is irrational , competing neural network programs in my brain

an old woman in hospital or nursing home used a ligature might have been a scarf to choke herself . a mental hospital or hospital can also be like a prison in the way that they prevent you from tryng to kill yourself even if you are in severe intense excruciating pain and say you want kill yourself they won't let you in any prison, hospital , nursing home, mental hospital so all these are prisons .

one guy in jail had a bottle of SN and drunk it and killed himself,.

anotether guy in Britain the police were chasing because he wanted to kill himself and took SN "tablets"

one guy on video took cyanide capusules after a guilty verdict in court

bud dyer also shot himself after a guily verdit on camera.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
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This planet is a prison cell.
 
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Subhumano

Subhumano

I dont have friends
Apr 20, 2025
178
It doesnt sound so bad as long as you are alone and no one bothers you. I would just read and exercise and work all day.
 
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HollowDrop

HollowDrop

ah
Oct 4, 2023
153
I spent the night in a police holding cell once. Needless to say it was cold, sad and uncomfortable.
I do find some bliss in knowing I can at least lay my depressed ass in my own soft bed together with my cat, a small peace on this hell of an earth.
 
cait_sith

cait_sith

惻
Apr 8, 2024
351
We are merely imprisoned in the open-air wing of the jail, our conciseness yet again entrapped in a meat-prison. These are just the 2 physically tangible layers of imprisonment, like a shitty matryoshka doll of enslavement. worst of all or prison walls of our bodies get more torturous the longer we are being held captured as we move closer to our death penalty
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