Less than 24 hours to go to ctb; eating my last meal.

[J&L383]

I admire and respect your resolve. Peace, fellow traveler. I am wishing you all you desire.

 

[Lifeaffirmingchoice]

I have no idea how your method works, so I just wish you good luck.

Do you plan to be on this forum until the end, or do you want to focus entirely on CTB?

I think he's taking something like a barbiturate, it should be peaceful. I only did some quick research though.

 

[melancholymallory03]

Goodbye and peace on your journey I hope you feel no mo pain and suffering, keep us updated if you'd like. My heart goes out to you

 

[iloverachel]

Just checking up on you. You still here with us?
Hope it goes smoothly. Hope you finally find freedom from suffering and pain.

 

[INTJme]

Just checking up on you. You still here with us?
Hope it goes smoothly. Hope you finally find freedom from suffering and pain.

Yep, still here. Trying to record a video suicide note but keep deleting them. Done with pretty much everything else. Will take meto in around 2.5 hours from now and then the elixir 45 mins later.

 

[Alexei_Kirillov]

Wish you the best man, I've enjoyed reading your posts here for the short time you've been with us <3

 

[INTJme]

I've chosen my farewell song. This will play on loop beside me. Also, VERY ODDLY, there's a thunderstorm building up rn. I'm an atheist and don't believe in anything superstitious but it's really odd that there's a thunderstorm this time of the year in this region without ANY prior warning.

 

[insidedead]

Hii bro I'm from India where we can find this drugs u are using for CTB

 

[Jorms_McGander]

It's been pleasant sharing space with you on Earth

I've chosen my farewell song. This will play on loop beside me. Also, VERY ODDLY, there's a thunderstorm building up rn. I'm an atheist and don't believe in anything superstitious but it's really odd that there's a thunderstorm this time of the year in this region without ANY prior warning.

Had me a girl!

Oh fuck did I ever smile. Enjoy that

 

[INTJme]

Just took 30mg meto. Now I'll prepare my drink and drink it in 45 mins.

 

[rozeske]

I hope it all goes well for you! May you find your ethernal peace and if there is some sort of an afterlife or reincarnation I hope it's a lot more kinder to you than this one

 

[INTJme]

Opening 51 vials of this stuff has been the most difficult part of this entire process.

 

[Agon321]

Opening 51 vials of this stuff has been the most difficult part of this entire process.

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It looks like a drug production kit.
Good luck.

 

[iloverachel]

How are you feeling at this very moment my friend

 

[Forveleth]

Opening 51 vials of this stuff has been the most difficult part of this entire process.

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Tell me you're dedicated without telling me you're dedicated.

 

[INTJme]

How are you feeling at this very moment my friend

Man on a mission

 

[AllMyDreams]

As a fellow INTJ farewell. I enjoyed reading your posts on here.

 

[divinemistress36]

Safe journey <3 I enjoyed your witty humor on here

 

[INTJme]

Gonna drink eternal peace in a minute now. Hope I can gulp it all.

 

[rozeske]

Is it a lot when mixed?

 

[iloverachel]

Farewell my friend! We will miss you

 

[INTJme]

Surprisingly easy to drink. Sucralose helped immensely
Whiskey now
Don't know when I'll pass out but I'd like to take this opportunity to say I love you guys and you all deserve better.

 

[rozeske]

Surprisingly easy to drink. Sucralose helped immensely
Whiskey now

Farewell kind soul you will be missed a lot!

 

[INTJme]

I'm gonna go now, feeling sleepy

 

[Forveleth]

Here's to finding the peace you were looking for.

 

[smileycryptid]

Sweet dreams enjoyed reading your posts going to miss seeing them and I wish you the best of luck with your ctb you deserve peace

 

[rozeske]

I'm gonna go now, feeling sleepy

Sweet dreams, may you rest in ethernal peace 🕊

 

[iloverachel]

Surprisingly easy to drink. Sucralose helped immensely
Whiskey now
Don't know when I'll pass out but I'd like to take this opportunity to say I love you guys and you all deserve better.

We love you too. Rest easy

 

[Linda]

I think we have just lost a real gentleman.

 

[ForgottenAgain]

I hope your passing was peaceful and that you're finally resting. Sad to lose you, truly hope all went well