Less depressed=More suicidal?

[WeirdGirlAnon]

Anyone else with chronic pain feel like the less depressed they are the more suicidal they become? I feel like when I'm depressed I don't mind the pain so much because all I want to do is lie around and rot anyway but then when I feel better I actually want more, can't have it and then despite not really feeling depressed I get suicidal. Just wondering how common it is, thx<3

 

[throneofdispair03]

I experience the same. I think it's because we find peace in suicide and the fact that we have an option out of this planet is calming.