Leaving

[Myforevercharlie]

Hello people,

After almost 5 years I'm leaving.
Not because I don't care, I probably care to much.
But when the ones responsible act like they don't give a shit, disappear for months and let mods do their jobs and only post pictures of their drug filled parties I'm done.
Users who have doxed me, I stayed .
Users who told me secrets ..I stayed.
But you..you bloody motherfucker who made me believe you knew things about someone I really care for a lot, only to get information out of me..I was an idiot.
This has been my home for 5 years, I've seen friends die, I've seen people give life a second chance.
And because I believed I'm leaving home.

Wishing everyone all that's good.


Charlie out.

 

[Unrequitedlife]

I didn't get the opportunity to know you, Charlie. I'm sorry you have been used and manipulated. Wishing you all the best.

 

[DeadNotSleeping]

Love you Charlie. I'm sorry to see you disrespected by the place you've put so much time and energy into. You didn't deserve that. I don't blame you for wanting to leave. I appreciate the amount of work you've done here, and just overall being someone everyone seemed to love. I hope life sees you well. <3

 

[iamanavalanche]

i love you, charlie <3 best mom in the world

 

[ma0]

Bye Charlie, hopefully I'll see you on the flip side.

 

[CatLvr]

Damn, Charlie, this breaks my heart. I was done in a similar fashion by a forum I had been on for years. It takes a piece of your soul. May your journeys all be happy, peaceful one from this point forward. I will miss you.

 

[yellowjester]

Your presence will be greatly missed. I'm sorry your efforts as a moderator were underappreciated if that is the case. I know you did a lot to keep this community safe.

Take care! <3

 

[rozeske]

Aww Charlie, your presence here have always been a comforting warmth. It really is heartbreaking to see you go and in such circumstances. Thank you for sticking around for us even when this place served you no purpose. It meant a lot. Much love and peace wherever you go.

 

[SVEN]

Vaya con Dios y gracias.

 

[Whale_bones]

I hugely appreciate all the work you put in here as a mod. I know it goes unnoticed for so much of the time, and I can only imagine the amount of stress and BS you had to put up with, but it truly made a difference for me and so many others.

My join date is only 2 days' difference from yours. Hoping that life treats you well, wherever you go from here on out

 

[derpyderpins]

Charlie,

Thanks for everything. I'm sorry something happened. Look out for yourself. You deserve it. You've looked out for others plenty. If you ever want to reach out go right ahead.

Aww Charlie, your presence here have always been a comforting warmth. It really is heartbreaking to see you go and in such circumstances. Thank you for sticking around for us even when this place served you no purpose. It meant a lot. Much love and peace wherever you go.

Yeah I'm admittedly bummed but I'm really happy if she's making a good move for herself.

 

[billie]

 

[coolgal82]

goddamn, see you charlie, you were cool and i'll miss you.

 

[WhiteRabbit]

Sorry Charlie, you were one of the good ones.

 

[CTB Dream]

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[Shadows From Hell]

Never had chance to talk with you, but have seen some of your postings. Sad to see you go.

Thank you for all you have done on SaSu.

 

[CTB Dream]

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[not-2-b-the-answer]

Hi Charlie,
I'm so sorry you are leaving. You know I will miss you. I hope you find happiness. You certainly deserve it.

 

[CTB Dream]

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[damienlerone03]

Hello people,

After almost 5 years I'm leaving.
Not because I don't care, I probably care to much.
But when the ones responsible act like they don't give a shit, disappear for months and let mods do their jobs and only post pictures of their drug filled parties I'm done.
Users who have doxed me, I stayed .
Users who told me secrets ..I stayed.
But you..you bloody motherfucker who made me believe you knew things about someone I really care for a lot, only to get information out of me..I was an idiot.
This has been my home for 5 years, I've seen friends die, I've seen people give life a second chance.
And because I believed I'm leaving home.

Wishing everyone all that's good.


Charlie out.

God i'm so sorry Charlie, you were a real one. A true Sigma of Sigmas.
I'll miss you, never forget... you're my favorite mod

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I don't think I will be able to listen to Bananarama without thinking of you.

 

[fallingtopieces]

One of the good ones, this place is now less.

 

[Dot]

Th/ whle situatn = jst shtty

Am srry tht thngs turnd out hw thy dd

If u C ths pls lk aftr urslf

 

[Forever Sleep]

Thank you for all you did for the forum. I'm so sorry things turned out like this. I wish you all the best.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Ik hoop dat je een goed leven hebt. Wij zullen je missen.

 

[human909]

Sad to see you go, best wishes.

 

[Lullaby]

Wow, Charlie, I remember when you first became a mod…if you see this, please keep yourself safe. I hope everything is okay.

Lots of people here care about you and you've been such a big help/great presence you're the best.

 

[dontwakemeup]

I don't anything about what has transpired here with you but I'm sorry. I'm sorry you feel this way. I want to say this and hopefully you can take some value in this. This is a suicide based site and full of people with different mental illnesses, trauma, abuse, etc. I don't say that to degrade anyone because I'm here too for my own reasons. Giving this population, it's not advised to build such personal friendships I've learned because at anytime that person and void the contract and leave you. We are a population that is barely holding on, don't take anything too personal from anyone on here. Life has a way of taking you places you need to be. I learned if you don't go willingly, you will go by force BUT you will go to the next level that you need to be at. Sometimes when people do me wrong I often can't understand why? Somethings are best left and we must go. I hope you find peace in your next journey and complete the mission that you are sent there for. It sounds like you have made several bonds with people on here, that's great, you've done what you came to do. I wish you the best whether you decide to really leave or stay. Please remember us here and help advocate for us. I definitely do every chance I can. Best wishes

 

[CogitoMori]

I never got to know you but you seem like a good person to know. I'm sorry people have done this to you. Caring is dangerous since people without humanity use it against you. Good luck in your endeavors.

 

[indefinitesleep]

goodbye charlie, you were a pillar of stability and kindness in here and everyone saw you as a great mod, Im not sure the backstory but you deserve to be treated well and with respect, if sasu couldnt provide you with that. then shame on whoever was causing this conflict. I wish the day forward to be prosperous and happy. take care my friend