Leaving the site

[Lara Francis]

Hi to everyone.
This will be my last post here for the best reason ever in that I have committed to living for our son.
I know it's still going to be hard at times but because of the kind and supportive messages received from you amazing and kind people,I can see it's possible.

I will now concentrate on my recovery in hospital then fight to get my boy back.
This depression literally nearly took my life but it's not going to win.
Please remember that you have contributed to the happiness of a very beautiful little boy in convincing his mum to live.
I know that we are all strangers but thankyou from the bottom of my heart for your compassion and kindness.
I will not be logging on again, so all that remains for me to say is I would like everyone to find peace,comfort and happiness.
Lots of love xx from mum and especially a very special little boy.xx

 

[Deleted member 847]

Sorry OP but I can't believe you were actually going to leave your son traumatized with your death. It's good you changed your mind. I want to die but at least I have no obligations to anyone.

 

[Morning Angel]

A bit corny of me, but this brought a tear to my eye. Proud of you, Lara. You're welcome to come back to us but I'm honestly hoping you never do (I mean that in the best way possible). Your son is so lucky to have a mother who loves him this much and will fight this hard for him.

 

[Lara Francis]

Yes.I was destroyed in knowing he was taken from me.I was the only person he had and he was the only person I had left..I was in a very very bad place and yes it was 98% going to happen.As I and many people have said,as parents we suffer just as much as others.we may initially fight harder to survive because of our children sometimes we become so I'll like me that we see no way to get better.

 

[RoloTomasi]

I'm glad for you, being able to take the return trip. It won't be easy, but clearly there's still some fight left in you. Hope you find happiness and for things to go well for you and your son. Bye!

 

[mattwitt]

Welcome back !!! and Good luck Lara !!! Also Papa Johns is way better than Pizza Hut. : )

 

[Definitelyworried]

I think you can still post and conversate here Lara, nothing wrong with that, even if you are not totally suicidal, if you need someone to talk to that understands what it feels like to go through a rough time, you will find people here. I hope everything goes good.

 

[Smilla]

I think you can still post and conversate here Lara, nothing wrong with that, even if you are not totally suicidal, if you need someone to talk to that understands what it feels like to go through a rough time, you will find people here. I hope everything goes good.

Excellent reply.

 

[Comatose11]

This made me so happy to read. I hope you are able to get better and find peace.

 

[Luke]

This is great news, I'm happy about your choice and wish you the best! :)

Ps: please tag your post as recovery if you can we don't have much of these.

 

[Dip]

You held your life in your own hands and made a difficult decision on your own, not many people do that.

 

[Ssname]

I hope it goes well for you and I hope I never hear from you again... But in a good way =)

 

[creatureoflight]

Hi to everyone.
This will be my last post here for the best reason ever in that I have committed to living for our son.
I know it's still going to be hard at times but because of the kind and supportive messages received from you amazing and kind people,I can see it's possible.

I will now concentrate on my recovery in hospital then fight to get my boy back.
This depression literally nearly took my life but it's not going to win.
Please remember that you have contributed to the happiness of a very beautiful little boy in convincing his mum to live.
I know that we are all strangers but thankyou from the bottom of my heart for your compassion and kindness.
I will not be logging on again, so all that remains for me to say is I would like everyone to find peace,comfort and happiness.
Lots of love xx from mum and especially a very special little boy.xx

I am so happy to hear this! I was actually really concerned to hear about your suicidal thoughts as your child is not grown up yet.
You are so awesome!!!!!! Keep it up!!!!

 

[creatureoflight]

By the way, no one here is going to encourage you to do it or anything like that. If you ever have the feeling you need some support, you can always come back here.
But I hope you never do

 

[Lara Francis]

By the way, no one here is going to encourage you to do it or anything like that. If you ever have the feeling you need some support, you can always come back here.
But I hope you never do

Thanku so much.

 

[Laggy]

Congratulations Lara! I look up to you for the decision you made. I hope someday I can do the same. Good luck with everything.

 

[Midnight]

Best of luck lara!

 

[Bunny13000]

Hi to everyone.
This will be my last post here for the best reason ever in that I have committed to living for our son.
I know it's still going to be hard at times but because of the kind and supportive messages received from you amazing and kind people,I can see it's possible.

I will now concentrate on my recovery in hospital then fight to get my boy back.
This depression literally nearly took my life but it's not going to win.
Please remember that you have contributed to the happiness of a very beautiful little boy in convincing his mum to live.
I know that we are all strangers but thankyou from the bottom of my heart for your compassion and kindness.
I will not be logging on again, so all that remains for me to say is I would like everyone to find peace,comfort and happiness.
Lots of love xx from mum and especially a very special little boy.xx

Sometimes it takes getting to your lowest point to rise up and fight, be reborn like a pheonix.