Venting Leaving my life here behind

[dollofyarn]

Hello people.
I am from the Netherlands and 20 years old. I struggle with bpd and autism. My family situation isn't good and they mentally abuse me. I don't have a job or any way of income. I have almost no friends. I have only finished high school. My mental health is getting worse by the day too and it feels like I'm rotting from the inside out. I feel like I have to do something otherwise it'll be my end. I'm thinking about leaving the country and rawdogging it. I really have to do something before its too late.

 

[NormallyNeurotic]

Nice to meet you, and I'm sorry your situation is so rough. I can relate to a lot of what you're saying. Just make sure not to do anything impulsive—often times that pushes people into worse spots than before, and then there's nowhere to go but down.