hmnow
Student
- Jul 29, 2025
- 181
Will you leave note. I'm torn. I don't think a note will ever do the job. But I'd also like to say no one is at fault
leviant123
Left your fridge open somebody took a sandwich
- Jun 13, 2024
- 45
it's all personal preference, you could just keep the note about how it's no one's fault. It doesn't have to be about your struggles.
Personally I'm not leaving a note, last time I premade a note when I was able to express all of my emotions about why I want to leave at a certain date, and my father, who I wrote about, found it. He tore out all the parts where it included him, all the parts that included my mother, the part where i said my family situation is the main thing driving my suicidal thoughts to CTB at a certain time, and blamed the note all on something else lol.
It wasn't even out in the open they dug through my stuff to find something against me that day and only found stuff involving them :), they didn't like that much I see.
If I could watch them after I CTB, i would LOVVVE to see what they come up with to tell my extended family members about why I decided to CTB
Personally I'm not leaving a note, last time I premade a note when I was able to express all of my emotions about why I want to leave at a certain date, and my father, who I wrote about, found it. He tore out all the parts where it included him, all the parts that included my mother, the part where i said my family situation is the main thing driving my suicidal thoughts to CTB at a certain time, and blamed the note all on something else lol.
It wasn't even out in the open they dug through my stuff to find something against me that day and only found stuff involving them :), they didn't like that much I see.
If I could watch them after I CTB, i would LOVVVE to see what they come up with to tell my extended family members about why I decided to CTB
Personally I think it is very valuable to say it was no one's fault. It's the best thing you can do to help people move on. Something like...I love my friends and family. I have tried to overcome this pain but I cannot. No one could have done anything to stop this and I am relieved to give up suffering. Something like that.
darkizz
Member
- Aug 23, 2023
- 16
Ill definitly leave one. But mostly it will just be information on payments and organization stuff, so whoever has to deal with my stuff know what its due and were to find everything.
Maybe a few personal words like its not your fault or dont feel bad etc. but im not sure about that one, cause i dont really have someone id say nice things about.
Maybe a few personal words like its not your fault or dont feel bad etc. but im not sure about that one, cause i dont really have someone id say nice things about.
citrix_s
Member
- Sep 21, 2025
- 29
Basically my note says: Thank you all so much and I'm so sorry about all this, no one is to blame for anything except me.
Purefly
The Hands
- Aug 26, 2025
- 7
I might do a video explaining to my parents, I've been pretty distant so I wouldn't want them to think it was their fault I'm still not sure what to say. I'll probably try something similar to yours
citrix_s
Member
- Sep 21, 2025
- 29
Good luck, it's very difficult to write farewell notes and at the same time try not to blame them for anything. In my previous attempt I wrote like 7 different notes but I felt when reading them that some words would hurt them or they would blame themselves and so I kept it short and left the note I mentioned before.
Purefly
The Hands
- Aug 26, 2025
- 7
Were they able to see your note? My parents are pretty religious so I know the first thing that'll appear in their head is me being tortured in hell I'm not sure how I'll address that in my notes, I know I'll definitely be angry at my school and might blame them a little but I have nothing but love for my parents
citrix_s
Member
- Sep 21, 2025
- 29
They saw my note, and during the five days I was in the hospital, they made excuses and ignored what I wrote. I have my CTB scheduled for this month, and I don't plan on leaving any notes.
Purefly
The Hands
- Aug 26, 2025
- 7
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 45,054
I would to explain that non-existence is all I want and that I'm just so tired of suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence that just leads to decay and death anyway, for me existence is an abomination that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I could only ever see non-existence as positive no matter what, I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake is finally all forgotten.
