Not sure why I'm posting this but feel I just need write it out.
At work today, one of my older colleagues wasn't looking herself at all and talking to her I learned that her daughters best friend hanged herself two nights before.
I didn't know her but during the conversation I felt like I had been hit with a bag of bricks with how upset she was. I had to go to the toilet for 15 minutes to compose myself and try not burst into tears. Almost feels like the universe is giving me a sign that it's inevitable I'm going to follow.
It really sucks and isn't fair that we feel this way. If only we could be easily fixed.
At work today, one of my older colleagues wasn't looking herself at all and talking to her I learned that her daughters best friend hanged herself two nights before.
I didn't know her but during the conversation I felt like I had been hit with a bag of bricks with how upset she was. I had to go to the toilet for 15 minutes to compose myself and try not burst into tears. Almost feels like the universe is giving me a sign that it's inevitable I'm going to follow.
It really sucks and isn't fair that we feel this way. If only we could be easily fixed.
