On YouTube there is a clean up scene in Florida of a man whom shot himself in his apartment several years ago, presumably with a snub nosed revolver.
Unbeknownst to the clean up crew and likely many, the suicide victim had been planning it for years on end, describing his fatalistic thinking in posts on a forum.
He was estranged from his family, and his only close relative his brother had already been dead, he caught a dui years before hand and lost his license in trucking.
Rather than going through the courts in attempt to retrieve his livelihood or find another career, he opted to do himself in.
After he had passed no one noticed he was dead for several weeks up until members of the forum noticed his abrupt absence, feared the worst and contacted his family kinfolk.
Then afterwards the video was posted and they made connections between the footage and images that he had shared of his apartment on the forum.
Namely an alarm clock, decor, psychedelic poster, and tv stand.
The suicide victim had made comments such as he had pulled the trigger against his head once 3/4 way until it made a tiny secondary click, shrugged off suicide hotline suggestions saying "not gonna need it" , when another member encouraged him to commit suicide he simply said "ok."
He had purchased the revolver and kept it and ammo in a cool dry place decades beforehand in order to ensure that it would fire properly and effectively.
One of his later purchases was a shotgun for some indeterminate reason, up to the end he remarked on social media something to the extent of "The end is near."
On the forum were his friends that he spent a considerable amount of time smack talking, discussing trivial matters, and sexually harassing women or coercing female users into talking to him/sending nudes. He way known for the catchphrase "Show me your *****."
He seems to be missed by a majority of the forum userbase, but in my opinion they are all self absorbed c-nts so it may not mean much.
Unbeknownst to the clean up crew and likely many, the suicide victim had been planning it for years on end, describing his fatalistic thinking in posts on a forum.
He was estranged from his family, and his only close relative his brother had already been dead, he caught a dui years before hand and lost his license in trucking.
Rather than going through the courts in attempt to retrieve his livelihood or find another career, he opted to do himself in.
After he had passed no one noticed he was dead for several weeks up until members of the forum noticed his abrupt absence, feared the worst and contacted his family kinfolk.
Then afterwards the video was posted and they made connections between the footage and images that he had shared of his apartment on the forum.
Namely an alarm clock, decor, psychedelic poster, and tv stand.
The suicide victim had made comments such as he had pulled the trigger against his head once 3/4 way until it made a tiny secondary click, shrugged off suicide hotline suggestions saying "not gonna need it" , when another member encouraged him to commit suicide he simply said "ok."
He had purchased the revolver and kept it and ammo in a cool dry place decades beforehand in order to ensure that it would fire properly and effectively.
One of his later purchases was a shotgun for some indeterminate reason, up to the end he remarked on social media something to the extent of "The end is near."
On the forum were his friends that he spent a considerable amount of time smack talking, discussing trivial matters, and sexually harassing women or coercing female users into talking to him/sending nudes. He way known for the catchphrase "Show me your *****."
He seems to be missed by a majority of the forum userbase, but in my opinion they are all self absorbed c-nts so it may not mean much.
