I plan to use the oncoming train and lie on the train tracks a little bit before it approaches, away from the train station, so the train keeps maximum speed.
Are there cameras ?
How will you access to this area ?
It's recommended to do it at night
Makes sense.
Recommended by who ?
but there is a decent chance im gonna get ganged on by a bunch of thugs
Thugs don't hang out on train tracks.
so i do plan to do it at day, at most around dawn or dusk. Any tips? Reliability? Gonna take a lot of xanax to calm my nerves. Wanna do it before end of may.
Go down to the tracks whenever and see how hard your SI kicks in. By just standing there.
Not even close to the track.
The train rumbling. The loud horn. Etc.
It's not reliable as it seems.
body spin can occur.
Si can kick in but to.late and you get mangled.
Train or cameras can see you and slow down or let authorities know.
it's not a technique i would use because i'm afraid of hurting other people, i really want to die in a peaceful way without causing any harm
imagine the trauma for the driver and the passenger, i don't know if it mather to you but for me it's very scary
Most people don't care unfortunately. They take out their phone and take pictures.
I would understand if it was at the station and some kids see that happen.
And sure the driver would probably get some PTSD . And get some paid time off.
But I understand what you're saying.