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Howdy Kiddo's,


Its time for another installment of "Random $#!7 from COP2CON." In all seriousness, this is in response to this thread......
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...rsonal-information-you-post-here.51112/page-4


I didn't want to half ass a response but wanted to do a semi articulate thread with at least some information that might be useful because my friend @fadedghost thought enough of me to ask my thoughts on the matter in the above thread. This is based on personal experience as a cop and as having been involuntarily committed twice previously. All this is regarding the US only. Unfortunately in a lot of other countries, not nearly the same standard is needed when it comes to search and seizure.


Also a request.....please be civil if there happen to be responses to this thread, understand I will be saying a lot of unpopular stuff. I'm not doing well and find it harder and harder to talk to people in general so this isn't easy for me anymore. I'm just posting from my prior knowledge, training, and experience regarding the subject matter. I'm not arguing what's fair or how things should be or any of that. Also yes I was a cop and yes I know everyone hates me and I should die. We can uust go ahead and skip that if you dont mind. I just thought maybe this stuff could help some folks.
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Search and Seizure


Let's start with search and seizure. Your fourth amendment (in the US) guarantees your right to be free from UNREASONABLE search or seizure. Various case law decides what's considered unreasonable, not you. There are exceptions such as myself as a prisoner, I have virtually no 4th amendment rights. Also included are people on parole or probation(paper as we degenerate prisoners say), other one off situations, but most importantly for this thread.....involuntary commitments. You are essentially legally "siezed", your freedom suspended, when you are involuntarily committed.


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Basics of how involuntary commitment works


All states have some sort of vehicle to have someone involuntarily committed. I will post links below regarding individual state guidelines but the standard is a 72 hour hold in the majority of states ?:-) :-) -if one is involuntarily committed and can be extended pending whatever a doctor or court says. The mechanism of how one is involuntarily committed is usually either a doctor, mental health professional, or social worker can fill out paperwork and/or a application/petition can be made to a judge and an order issued. Now again, things vary from state to state a little but these are the two main ways it comes about. People can usually be involuntarily committed for 3 reasons. They are a threat to themselves, they are a threat to others, or they have an addiction (also varies by some states). A doctor, mental health professional, or social worker usually need nothing more than their read of the person and situation to sign out a commitment order. A judge usually requires 2 or more witnesses/petitioners which can include law enforcement sometimes, to consider issuing a court order for involuntary commitment.


If you say you are suicidal or homicidal to a doctor, mental health professional, social worker, etc. there's like a 99% chance they are going to fill out the involuntary commitment paperwork. If your already at a hospital then cool, if not then you will more than likely be transported to an ER and put on suicide watch until a mental health facility bed can be found. Sometimes you'll just be taken directly to a facility but again, depends on states and how they run stuff. If your on suicide watch at the hospital, most places I had to go to made the person strip and put on a gown and everything was removed from the room. Usually they also had someone watch them whether is was hospital security, law enforcement, or a medical sitter/watcher.


Most everywhere I researched involuntary commitment paperwork ,both from doctors and judges, is the same as an arrest warrant and you are not free to leave once it is signed. Force by law enforcement can be used to subdue and detain you. You can be handcuffed and restrained. In most cases that never has to happen but that is how serious the paperwork is. I have no idea why or how so many states came to make it that way but that's how it is. Fun fact, I was told that picking someone up for an involuntary commitment was more important that going to get someone on a murder warrant.


In most states law enforcement is tasked with transporting someone to a mental health facility. Most of the time the officer/deputy has nothing to do with what is going on and in a lot of places is just someone who's sole job it is to transport people and prisoners for various reasons. Usually they have no dog in the hunt and cannot help you in any way. I say that because it is literally pointless to argue with them. They cannot change anything and cannot let you go. Of all the involuntary commitments I had to transport to a mental health facility after paperwork was signed, I had a hand in exactly zero of their commitments. I was just the officer/deputy who wasn't busy when the call for transport came in. Before anyone asks, I never once applied for an involuntary commitment on anyone.


Most of you who have been committed know after this point, one stays for the mandatory state observation period(usually 72 hours) and is released. Sometimes doctors at facilities okie doke people and make them believe they have to stay longer which is wrong on so many levels. For various reasons the stay can be legally extended but if one give them no reason to, usually its not.


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How does one fight an involuntary commitment?


That I can't tell you. Legally it should be able to challenged in court but at the same time, you 100% will not get to go to court until after your released from the mandatory observation period. Pretty much no lawyer will do it pro bono and you would really have no way of doing it yourself from the facility. I suppose you could challenge it after the fact to have your firearms rights restored but I honestly see no way one would be able to challenge it within 72 hours unless someone had already contacted and paid an attorney before transport to a facility. Interested if anyone has actually successfully done this as I never heard of it being done before except for lengthy/permanent stays.


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Welfare checks. Basics from the LE side.


"But COP2CON, how do welfare checks come into play?" I'm glad you asked person who is 100% not made up in my head. A welfare check is when someone contacts law enforcement with a concern for safety of another person. Its not always suicide related. I responded to soooooooooooooooooo many and had several elderly people who for various reasons hadn't checked in with family, kids who were home alone, even a doctor once who got someone's tests results back after hours and needed that person to go to the ER immediately for a life threatening condition. The point is, they can come in for a variety of reasons and from a variety of people.


Let's say someone calls in and says they think your suicidal. Details will be gathered and specifics matter. Just someone saying they think someone is suicidal for me was not as credible as someone who also had details like texts, if the person is armed and if so with what, previous history, just extra details. Regardless, law enforcement is dispatched to attempt to make contact to check on the person.


Most of the time when I got to the address, the person willfully opened the door and talked to me. Regardless of the call details, I would let the person know why I was there and ask how the were doing. At some point I would specifically ask if they wanted to hurt themselves or others. If you said no, I would give you all the local, state, and federal resources as well as tell the person to call 9-1-1 and request me specifically if anything changed. Usually I would fist bump them because if they refused, I knew they were secretly lying and would throw them to the ground and handcuff them and take them to a mental hospital regardless. I'm wondering how many people believed that last sentence..... Anyways, I'd usually fist bump them and leave to go do a report stating my conversation and observstions.


If they said yes to wanting to hurt themselves or others, I was obligated to some form of action. Usually most people wanted to talk to someone. I'd be more than happy to listen but I'm not a doctor and probably more fucked up than they were so I recognized I probably wasn't the best person to help them in the long run. I would inform them of that and offer to take them to the hospital because they actually had people there who had degrees in that stuff. MOST people wanted to go. Only a few times out of hundreds did I have someone who was unwilling altogether but who had committed no crime and was under no commitment paperwork. In that case, we got family to come stay with the person and take responsibility for them. We had to document the hell out of it though just in case something happened.


So what happens if you don't answer the door? Well if no one appeared to be home, I would check back several times throughout the night (I worked night shift) and if I never made contact, I would do a report stating as much and refer it to the next shift for a follow up. Now when I went, it was not just simply knocking on the door. I looked in windows, listened to doors, smelled everything i went up to, went around back if possible, looked in vehicle windows, the whole 9 yards. The reason being because if you did not, you could be held civilly liable and even lose your job. I knew 3 people who were fired for not investigating a welfare check properly and the person ended up committing suicide. Family sued and won, can't remember the amount but I think it was under 100k. Just know, that's why cops do that shit. Its not about being an ass and trying to take someone in, its because if they dont do proper investigation and follow the proper steps its their ass. CYA, Cover Your Ass.


You may not think much of yourself or care at all but your family and loved ones will always sue if there is an opportunity. You want to know the reason why LE goes through all the extra effort for this stuff, well that's it. People sue, people get fired. Its not just as simple as "respecting someone's choice" or a cop being a nazi stormtrooper when your facing all that and case law agrees you've got to do something or at least try.


Also, its perfectly legal to look in windows and such for law enforcement. As long as you don't have to do anything to see like opening a door or window or moving something, its legal. As long as any regular person could see the same thing under the same circumstances and you have a lawful reason to be there, its legal. You'd be surprised how far that case law goes so just know that for other reasons as well. If you have drugs in sight, its automatic probably cause to go in, search quickly for people to detain, and back out to wait for a full search warrant. I'm not going to argue the lawfulness of a welfare check. Its considered lawful that's all that matters, don't get mad at me. Get mad at the state and federal courts who made it so.


So back to it, I go and it looks like no ones home after multiple visits. Usually we might contact a family member to let them know but I was usually done pending any further information.


What happens if you don't answer the door but law enforcement finds reason to believe your inside? If I had no warrant, commitment paperwork, or exigent circumstances I would just try several more times like above and document everything. Law enforcement will not just kick down a door for a suicidal person call. It will only happen after an investigation and if there was a reasonable risk for that person. People make up shit all the time. Swatting is a good example so nothing is ever taken as fact from someone who calls it in. I responded to numerous suicidal person welfare checks where it was later determined the caller had lied to get us to try to harass whomever they were calling on. Not everyone will do it but I did prosecute those people.


I never had it happen but if you had commitment orders signed, you were believed to be at home, but you didn't come to the door I was told entry could be made due to exigent circumstances because the person had been deemed a threat to themselves or others and the paperwork acted as a warrant.


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Some terms and phrases to be familiar with


Briefly, what are "exigent circumstances" and why is it important to know what they are? The short/dumbass version is exigent circumstances are things that create an emergency/immediate need and allow law enforcement to perform certain actions for example like forcing entry into a home without a search warrant. I could list many examples but it comes down to the information available and what is observed.


I once responded to a suicidal person welfare check. A young lady stated her roommate had previously been treated at a facility for suicidal thoughts and tendencies, had recently had a bad break up, and had made comments related to suicide after. Said roommate had been drinking heavily that day, locked herself in her room, and was heard to be in the shower for at least 2 hours. The complainant had attempted to yell out numerous times but got no response. The decision was made that based on the facts immediately present, that a suicide may have been attempted or a possible accident may have occurred due to the heavy drinking. A supervisor called it and we kicked the door. She was passed out in the tub but just super drunk and said she was "gucci" when we woke her up. It was all completely legal and considered exigent circumstances based on the immediate facts available. I have also forced entry/entered without a warrant for fires, people screaming out for help, a deceased person I saw through a window, medical calls where people were passed out, and many other reasons. Its all covered under exigent circumstances and all that is needed is the next term I'm going to explain.


Articulation. Articulation. Articulation. Many things that appear not legal or not right by law enforcement are made so by how one articulates the situation in a report. Kicking a door just because you thought something was wrong doesn't hold up like kicking a door because of all these reasons you uncovered and observed due to a diligent investigation and in the interest of ones safety. The above story, if I had just said we made entry because she didn't answer and a supervisor told us to I would have been fired and sued in federal court. The totality of the circumstances and articulation of what I did, what I observed, the details of my investigation is what made it legal.


Finally, qualified immunity. A simple definition from reddit from Google(tablets too old to go to reddit), " Qualified Immunity shields individual officers against civil lawsuits for actions performed within the scope of their duties." It covers far more than you think and sometimes has an unreasonably high bar for someone to prove otherwise. Essentially as long as the officer/deputy was acting in a lawful capacity, made judgment calls based on the facts and circumstances available at that moment, and had no intent to violate constitutional rights, they are covered 99% of the time. Its not a "hindsight" standard but rather did the LEO act resonably (even if it was wrong) based on what was observed and facts available at that moment, not was was learned later. Its something every civilian needs to be familiar with because essentially shit can be done wrong but for the right reasons and nothing happens.


Know this too, if law enforcement forces entry (kicks a door, breaks a window, etc.) and its for a lawful reason then they do not pay to fix the damage, you do. That's why I usually only kicked doors at fires and waited for keys almost every other time. I've actually only kicked 3 doors ever, I was good at finding ways to break in without causing damage if it was warranted.


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Some observations, advice, and recommendations


*Nowadays, some agencies have mental health people who respond to these types of calls with them. I've been told that some have sufficient credentials or the ability to have involuntary commitments signed on scene so just know that. Research your areas LE agencies on Google and social media.


* Some cops will use bullshit excuses/borderline charges such as failure to obey a lawful command, obstruction, disorderly conduct, etc. to be able to arrest you and force you to go to the hospital. Sometimes charges are dropped and sometimes not depending on if the cop is an ass. If you are "in crisis" before getting to jail, then a lot of places can take you for a mental evaluation before hand. All it takes is them telling the doc your a threat to yourself and game over.


*DO NOT go to jail and say your suicidal. I'm sure its more humane elsewhere but the standard here is your stripped naked and put in a suicide smock( turtle suit), put into a small cell like 6'x6' or 8'x8', with nothing but a drain in the middle of the floor that is also your toilet. It suckssssss sssssooooooooooooo badddddddddd.


*What happens when you speak to LE or doctors and such as well as how your acting caries a lot of weight in what happens later. If there is no evidence other than a call for a welfare check and someone does not say or do anything that constitutes a threat to themselves or others, usually the threshold is not met for commitment or follow up and nothing more than a report is done.


*A personal(and unpopular) recommendation, if involuntarily committed, don't fight or cause a scene. I have spoken to doctors at facilities and they absolutely use it against you. Its scary and traumatic most of the time but try to control yourself, cooperate because at that point its happening no matter what, and focus on the 72 hour countdown. Don't give them a reason to hold you longer. I've been inoluntarily committed twice. Once as a juvenile and once as an adult. 2 different mental hospitals that were both considered to be among the worst in my state at the time. The juvenile one had a string of kids dying and getting molested and the adult one was known for beating people and raping them. As bad as they were, the short time I was there was doable once I realized I just had to play their games and jump through their hoops. Both were better than jail and prison as bad as they were.


*Most places, LE reports are not sent anywhere and are only available at that agency. For example, two neighboring police departments don't see each others reports unless one specifically asks the other for certain case reports. But a cop can put an alert in for you into NCIC. Its a lot of paperwork and rare and doesn't really apply to this subject matter. More of an FYI.


*Most LE have no idea what SN is or even what it looks like. I would have honestly thought it was probably some sort of weird hippy salt if I saw it. The most I would have ever done is run 2 small test samples in field kits for meth and fent. If it was negative, have fun with your hippy salt. Probably the majority of cops have no idea about the regulations regarding it so if they make a big deal about it, it means you told someone and they told the cops or you said something directly to the cops yourself.


*No one will believe me but I can guarantee in the US that no Police Departments, Sheriffs Office's, state agencies or anything else is watching you and tracking you here. It takes incredible resources to follow someone online for that and its not reasonable considering suicide itself is not illegal 100% not worth their time. Your not going to get pulled over and the cop ask you about a SaSu post you made.


*Related to above, I 100% guarantee the DEA, ATF, and Homeland/FBI are here watching. Not for individual people for wanting suicide or possessing a personal amount of SN or anything like that. I myself have seen numerous threads on people openly talking about illegally procuring firearms, where and how to get SN and illegal narcotics, and even some threads where people have talked about hurting others or borderline mass casualty incidents. Those are the people the government is interested in. The DEA wants SN and narcotic dealers, the ATF to prevent firearms from being illegally made or obtained, FBI for the somemes borderline terroristic stuff even I've seen people say. I'm including myself in this statement as well but for the vast majority of people on this site, like above 99%, law enforcement doesn't care about you no matter how suicidal you are. No one is tracking you here. Always make sure to protect your information and take all necessary internet precautions as a normal person should but just know, LE is never going to kick in your door for posting here as long as your not some drug king pin or another Timothy McVeigh. Just chill a bit and be aware of what you post openly. Be responsible and cautious.


*Do not take anything in this thread as fact. Use it as a jumping off point for your own research and look into it yourself. EVERY state has a constitution and a criminal codebook that is available for review and can answer a lot of questions.


*Furthermore, I intentionally left off any specific case law. Besides case law from the Supreme Court of the US, every federal circuit court has their own rulings, as well as every state. With the age we live in, you can easily find it all online if you look. Being my OS is from 2010 on this tablet and I have to type with 2 thumbs, and am in literal prison using my limited internet time for this, I'm leaving it up to you all to do your own research. I simply cannot list all 50 states related criminal codes, case law, and federal case law. Most is the same across the board but maybe take an hour or two to do your own research. Case law is actually pretty interesting to read once you get started.


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Closing


What did we learn today peeps? Probably nothing and your probably all dumber from having read this. Seriously though, take what you will from it. Its just one more attempt at me trying to purge possibly helpful information from my head.


I would like to request that if you feel comfortable, use this thread to post involuntary commitment guidelines and laws from your states and other countries if they differ from above.


I know I did not cover everything but this subject could honestly be atleast a couple of full law books and its just not possible to put it all. Its just a crash course. I typed this over many hours so I'm sure there are many mistakes because I suck at life. Feel free to correct, just try to be nice. Also, if you feel any of this information is wrong, I welcome correction. I only ask that you back up any correction with statute, case law (that hasn't been overturned), etc. Don't just say its wrong because you believe it shouldn't be that way or someone told you this or that. This thread is meant for informative purposes so let's make it as complete and accurate as possible.


Finally and related to all this, while involuntary commitment and welfare checks are scary, if you need and want help, its ok to try to get it. Some people benefit from treatment like that, some don't. Don't be scared to seek it out if you want help. Its OK to want and need help and its OK to reach out. I have sat hugging and crying with so many people who wanted to commit suicide but were scared to die and/or scared of treatment. Its your choice if you want to CTB but never be afraid to ask for help if your not ready or having doubts. There is always a risk of things staying the same, getting worse but the risk is equal to maybe things getting better. Sometimes getting help does not negate the want or will to CTB but maybe gives tools and skills to ease the time one has left. Sometimes it takes work to find help but if you feel like you need it, its worth it to search and try. You are worth it, you deserve happiness, no matter how unlikely it can happen, and your not selfish for thinking or wanting any of those things. Leave the opening for good just so you dont let it pass by you unnoticed if it does come along.


I say all the above because I do respect everyone's CTB decision but there has to be a responsible balance for a site like this or else it gets bastardized in the news. I hope everyone finds peace and happiness but just hope it happens in life because I like so many here, even if I am to messed up/scared to talk to anyone right now.


Well, I await the hopefully not mean comments, if any. I have discovered k-dramas and hate myself for it because its such a "un-prison" thing to like so I guess I'll go back to that and being reclusive. Peace out yo.


https://www.bicyclehealth.com/blog/state-by-state-involuntary-commitment-laws
https://www.prisonpolicy.org/blog/2026/07/21/forced-hospitalizations/
https://psychiatryonline.org/doi/10.1176/appi.ps.20240345
https://miresource.com/learn/involuntary-treatment-guide/a-guide-to-involuntary-holds-by-state
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The one aspect that really comes home to me, is the cop coming to a person's place to get you.

Back in 2015, I was having a major meltdown when I caught my ex draining the checking and savings gambling.

The cops that came were 100% HORRIBLE!! In fact, one of the cops looked at other cops and said something to the degree of: "well at least we do not have to clean anything up on this one". They all laughed and I was standing right there.

Then they started pushing me out my apartment door with no footwear on and there was snow on the ground. I had to beg them to let me grab a pair of shoes.

IT was HELL and NEVER EVER again.

Walter
 
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no one hates you here.. you always provide a lot of extremely helpful information from a perspective that people normally can't get otherwise.. you are loved and i'm sending what ever good vibes your way that i can..

by the way, is there any possibility that you will ever get released?.. i have no idea what you are in there for but if the punishment is bigger than the crime then you don't deserve to be in there.. you seem to have a good and intelligent head on your shoulders and i hope that you aren't suffering in there too much..

do they provide you with that old tablet?.. are friends/family able to send you some thing newer?.. and how long can you use the internet each day?.. and by the way, if the reddit links won't work on your tablet, you can try this: copy the reddit link and paste it in to the address bar, but then replace the "www" part with "old" and then try it (meaning change "www.reddit.com" to "old.reddit.com"); it should load the old reddit interface which might still work on your old tablet.. actually i do that on my computer any way because i don't like their new interface any way..

i thought the joke about the fist bumping was really funny.. i think you have a good sense of humor..

i'm a weeb my self (not saying that you're a weeb) and i won't be ashamed of it.. so it's fine if you like k-dramas or any thing of that sort.. k-dramas and j-dramas etc can be pretty cool.. although yeah i guess it doesn't seem like some thing typical prison inmates would typically be watching but who wants to be a typical prison inmate..

any way, love your self and don't be afraid to post more stuff if you enjoy it or it helps you (it's up to you).. it doesn't always have to be informative/police stuff.. although i appreciate every thing you've contributed so far..

i don't know if this will help or not, but my life sucks a lot (i have super sensitive ears and also permanent brain damage from a stroke i had in 2020 and neither of those things have cures (i'm still not planning on CTB though; i guess i'm masochistic)), so but, one thing i tell my self is: no matter how bad things are in my life and how much i have to struggle through all of this stuff, at some point i will be out of this sucky situation.. a human can't live for ever, and so even though it might feel like a person is in a sucky situation for a very long time, it can't be for ever.. at some point sooner or later, one way or an other, you won't have to be in the situation that you are in now.. all things pass in time.. although i would hope that you can be released eventually some how and won't have to die in there, but even then you would eventually be out of this situation..

i wish you well and good luck with every thing, what ever your situation is like..
Love and light..
 
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The one aspect that really comes home to me, is the cop coming to a person's place to get you.

Back in 2015, I was having a major meltdown when I caught my ex draining the checking and savings gambling.

The cops that came were 100% HORRIBLE!! In fact, one of the cops looked at other cops and said something to the degree of: "well at least we do not have to clean anything up on this one". They all laughed and I was standing right there.

Then they started pushing me out my apartment door with no footwear on and there was snow on the ground. I had to beg them to let me grab a pair of shoes.

IT was HELL and NEVER EVER again.

Walter
I'm so sorry that happened to you, it was wrong in so many ways. Things like that are what make me feel ashamed about my former profession even though I wasn't like that. I would have helped you pick out hospital/facility friendly clothing, made sure you had a phone and charger, any numbers written down desperately just in case, and may have shared my car candy with you because I was a child and had candy all the time.

I know I'm not them and it won't be the same but still.....as a former cop, I'm sorry for what happened and how they treated you. It wasn't right. Again, not the same as it being them but I apologize for their unforgivable behavior. They were douchecanoes and you didn't deserve that.

I hope things are looking a little more up for you nowadays.
no one hates you here.. you always provide a lot of extremely helpful information from a perspective that people normally can't get otherwise.. you are loved and i'm sending what ever good vibes your way that i can..

by the way, is there any possibility that you will ever get released?.. i have no idea what you are in there for but if the punishment is bigger than the crime then you don't deserve to be in there.. you seem to have a good and intelligent head on your shoulders and i hope that you aren't suffering in there too much..

do they provide you with that old tablet?.. are friends/family able to send you some thing newer?.. and how long can you use the interent each day?.. and by the way, if the reddit links won't work on your tablet, you can try this: copy the reddit link and paste it in to the address bar, but then replace the "www" part with "old" and then try it (meaning change "www.reddit.com" to "old.reddit.com"); it should load the old reddit interface which might still work on your old tablet.. actually i do that on my computer any way because i don't like their new interface any way..

i thought the joke about the fist bumping was really funny.. i think you have a good sense of humor..

i'm a weeb my self (not saying that you're a weeb) and i won't be ashamed of it.. so it's fine if you like k-dramas or any thing of that sort.. k-dramas and j-dramas etc can be pretty cool.. although yeah i guess it doesn't seem like some thing typical prison inmates would typically be watching but who wants to be a typical prison inmate..

any way, love your self and don't be afraid to post more stuff if you enjoy it or it helps you (it's up to you).. it doesn't always have to be informative/police stuff.. although i appreciate every thing you've contributed so far..

i don't know if this will help or not, but my life sucks a lot (i have super sensitive ears and also permanent brain damage from a stroke i had in 2020 and neither of those things have cures (i'm still not planning on CTB though; i guess i'm masochistic)), so but, one thing i tell my self is: no matter how bad things are in my life and how much i have to struggle through all of this stuff, at some point i will be out of this sucky situation.. a human can't live for ever, and so even though it might feel like a person is in a sucky situation for a very long time, it can't be for ever.. at some point sooner or later, one way or an other, you won't have to be in the situation that you are in now.. all things pass in time.. although i would hope that you can be released eventually some how and won't have to die in there, but even then you would eventually be out of this situation..

i wish you well and good luck with every thing, what ever your situation is like..
Love and light..
I appreciate it but trust me, there are some here that do in fact hate me because either I was a cop or am a prisoner or both.

On paper it says I have a shot at parole in some decades but reality is I won't ever get out. I was sentenced to life for murder and they don't like to parole us.Honestly I have no reason to want to be out anymore and I have no help to try to make it happen. I've hit the end of the line I guess and I'll never forgive myself for the people I sent here even though some had to come.

They don't give us tablets, this is a broken one from years ago I paid someone $250 for. Family can't send anything here so everything is contraband.

Dude, fuck yeah for the reddit thing. It does work. Ive needed reddit for so long as it has so much stuff I can use here but had no idea about that old thing. Truly, thank you.

Thanks for the comment on my fist bump joke. I almost took it out but I don't think I could ever make a 100% serious thread.

I ended upnot watch in k dramas. I saw, downloaded, watched, and can now say I lived long enough to see the last jackass movie.

I've read your other stuff and am sorry for what you've experienced but am happy to see someone so positive and helpful. That's what makes this community great. Personally I'm probably on my way out soon if I don't have another heart attack before. Just keep being good to people. Sometimes everyone just needs a moment of good from someone to make it through and its nice to see your that type of person.

You take care partner although I'm sure we will continue to cross paths for awhile anyway.
 
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This is crazy informative and incredibly interesting, and I'm really grateful you take the time out of your day to put together posts like this. I write as a hobby and am a full-time curious cat, so your posts are wonderful. Hope you're doing okay and staying safe! Blessings~ ☆
 
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This is crazy informative and incredibly interesting, and I'm really grateful you take the time out of your day to put together posts like this. I write as a hobby and am a full-time curious cat, so your posts are wonderful. Hope you're doing okay and staying safe! Blessings~ ☆
Thank you for your kind words. I love writers because I like to read lol. Unfortunately I have to pirate my books but still. The "full-time curious cat" thing made me smile so thank you as well for that.

Be safe and be happy my friend!
 
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Glad your still posting, Thanks 4 the info like always!
 
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Thank you for making this information available.
 
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Always-in-trouble

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Completely different from the thread, and can be directed to DMs to not derail the thread completely, but isn't kind of weird that OFCOM is hunting this place down with a justification of harming people with just the existence of this site, while the Law Enforcement in America is only concerned with potential criminals and terrorists that might take advantage of this forum?
 
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I dont think its off topic at all and agree its a bit messed up. Now the opportunity is there and I'm sure many people are monitoring to have this place shut down but most of the time it won't be LE at least in America because its not illegal to want to CTB. Now congress can absolutely get some gophers to air all the dirty laundry and congress can try something if they wanted to because we always have to "save the children." The first amendment protects the right to freedom of speech here so in order for anyone to do anything, they would have to make a public outcry over something. Its why I said the examples of why the federal LE agencies may be watching. Congress, the president, various groups, whomever in america may not like the subject matter here but just because one doesn't like something doesn't give anyone a right to ban it. Now to get to that level of investigations or banning the site and stuff, something big would have to happen. Things like linking a ton of deaths to here or drug/illegal substance rings tied to the site or a domestic terrorism incident with ties back here. Something big that can be investigated criminally at the federal level and gets Congress' attention to hold hearings and such. Its america, we don't care about a few dead kids but do something big enough to put us on blast to the world and now we have to do something. Other countries I've noticed take action at far less it seems like. Sometimes that's good and sometimes its bad. I said it before, people need to post responsibily, cautiously, be discrete about many things instead of making public threads about super illegal shit, and respect the balance of the site.

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Howdy Kiddo's,


Its time for another installment of "Random $#!7 from COP2CON." In all seriousness, this is in response to this thread......
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...rsonal-information-you-post-here.51112/page-4


I didn't want to half ass a response but wanted to do a semi articulate thread with at least some information that might be useful because my friend @fadedghost thought enough of me to ask my thoughts on the matter in the above thread. This is based on personal experience as a cop and as having been involuntarily committed twice previously. All this is regarding the US only. Unfortunately in a lot of other countries, not nearly the same standard is needed when it comes to search and seizure.


Also a request.....please be civil if there happen to be responses to this thread, understand I will be saying a lot of unpopular stuff. I'm not doing well and find it harder and harder to talk to people in general so this isn't easy for me anymore. I'm just posting from my prior knowledge, training, and experience regarding the subject matter. I'm not arguing what's fair or how things should be or any of that. Also yes I was a cop and yes I know everyone hates me and I should die. We can uust go ahead and skip that if you dont mind. I just thought maybe this stuff could help some folks.
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Search and Seizure


Let's start with search and seizure. Your fourth amendment (in the US) guarantees your right to be free from UNREASONABLE search or seizure. Various case law decides what's considered unreasonable, not you. There are exceptions such as myself as a prisoner, I have virtually no 4th amendment rights. Also included are people on parole or probation(paper as we degenerate prisoners say), other one off situations, but most importantly for this thread.....involuntary commitments. You are essentially legally "siezed", your freedom suspended, when you are involuntarily committed.


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Basics of how involuntary commitment works


All states have some sort of vehicle to have someone involuntarily committed. I will post links below regarding individual state guidelines but the standard is a 72 hour hold in the majority of states ?:-) :-) -if one is involuntarily committed and can be extended pending whatever a doctor or court says. The mechanism of how one is involuntarily committed is usually either a doctor, mental health professional, or social worker can fill out paperwork and/or a application/petition can be made to a judge and an order issued. Now again, things vary from state to state a little but these are the two main ways it comes about. People can usually be involuntarily committed for 3 reasons. They are a threat to themselves, they are a threat to others, or they have an addiction (also varies by some states). A doctor, mental health professional, or social worker usually need nothing more than their read of the person and situation to sign out a commitment order. A judge usually requires 2 or more witnesses/petitioners which can include law enforcement sometimes, to consider issuing a court order for involuntary commitment.


If you say you are suicidal or homicidal to a doctor, mental health professional, social worker, etc. there's like a 99% chance they are going to fill out the involuntary commitment paperwork. If your already at a hospital then cool, if not then you will more than likely be transported to an ER and put on suicide watch until a mental health facility bed can be found. Sometimes you'll just be taken directly to a facility but again, depends on states and how they run stuff. If your on suicide watch at the hospital, most places I had to go to made the person strip and put on a gown and everything was removed from the room. Usually they also had someone watch them whether is was hospital security, law enforcement, or a medical sitter/watcher.


Most everywhere I researched involuntary commitment paperwork ,both from doctors and judges, is the same as an arrest warrant and you are not free to leave once it is signed. Force by law enforcement can be used to subdue and detain you. You can be handcuffed and restrained. In most cases that never has to happen but that is how serious the paperwork is. I have no idea why or how so many states came to make it that way but that's how it is. Fun fact, I was told that picking someone up for an involuntary commitment was more important that going to get someone on a murder warrant.


In most states law enforcement is tasked with transporting someone to a mental health facility. Most of the time the officer/deputy has nothing to do with what is going on and in a lot of places is just someone who's sole job it is to transport people and prisoners for various reasons. Usually they have no dog in the hunt and cannot help you in any way. I say that because it is literally pointless to argue with them. They cannot change anything and cannot let you go. Of all the involuntary commitments I had to transport to a mental health facility after paperwork was signed, I had a hand in exactly zero of their commitments. I was just the officer/deputy who wasn't busy when the call for transport came in. Before anyone asks, I never once applied for an involuntary commitment on anyone.


Most of you who have been committed know after this point, one stays for the mandatory state observation period(usually 72 hours) and is released. Sometimes doctors at facilities okie doke people and make them believe they have to stay longer which is wrong on so many levels. For various reasons the stay can be legally extended but if one give them no reason to, usually its not.


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How does one fight an involuntary commitment?


That I can't tell you. Legally it should be able to challenged in court but at the same time, you 100% will not get to go to court until after your released from the mandatory observation period. Pretty much no lawyer will do it pro bono and you would really have no way of doing it yourself from the facility. I suppose you could challenge it after the fact to have your firearms rights restored but I honestly see no way one would be able to challenge it within 72 hours unless someone had already contacted and paid an attorney before transport to a facility. Interested if anyone has actually successfully done this as I never heard of it being done before except for lengthy/permanent stays.


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Welfare checks. Basics from the LE side.


"But COP2CON, how do welfare checks come into play?" I'm glad you asked person who is 100% not made up in my head. A welfare check is when someone contacts law enforcement with a concern for safety of another person. Its not always suicide related. I responded to soooooooooooooooooo many and had several elderly people who for various reasons hadn't checked in with family, kids who were home alone, even a doctor once who got someone's tests results back after hours and needed that person to go to the ER immediately for a life threatening condition. The point is, they can come in for a variety of reasons and from a variety of people.


Let's say someone calls in and says they think your suicidal. Details will be gathered and specifics matter. Just someone saying they think someone is suicidal for me was not as credible as someone who also had details like texts, if the person is armed and if so with what, previous history, just extra details. Regardless, law enforcement is dispatched to attempt to make contact to check on the person.


Most of the time when I got to the address, the person willfully opened the door and talked to me. Regardless of the call details, I would let the person know why I was there and ask how the were doing. At some point I would specifically ask if they wanted to hurt themselves or others. If you said no, I would give you all the local, state, and federal resources as well as tell the person to call 9-1-1 and request me specifically if anything changed. Usually I would fist bump them because if they refused, I knew they were secretly lying and would throw them to the ground and handcuff them and take them to a mental hospital regardless. I'm wondering how many people believed that last sentence..... Anyways, I'd usually fist bump them and leave to go do a report stating my conversation and observstions.


If they said yes to wanting to hurt themselves or others, I was obligated to some form of action. Usually most people wanted to talk to someone. I'd be more than happy to listen but I'm not a doctor and probably more fucked up than they were so I recognized I probably wasn't the best person to help them in the long run. I would inform them of that and offer to take them to the hospital because they actually had people there who had degrees in that stuff. MOST people wanted to go. Only a few times out of hundreds did I have someone who was unwilling altogether but who had committed no crime and was under no commitment paperwork. In that case, we got family to come stay with the person and take responsibility for them. We had to document the hell out of it though just in case something happened.


So what happens if you don't answer the door? Well if no one appeared to be home, I would check back several times throughout the night (I worked night shift) and if I never made contact, I would do a report stating as much and refer it to the next shift for a follow up. Now when I went, it was not just simply knocking on the door. I looked in windows, listened to doors, smelled everything i went up to, went around back if possible, looked in vehicle windows, the whole 9 yards. The reason being because if you did not, you could be held civilly liable and even lose your job. I knew 3 people who were fired for not investigating a welfare check properly and the person ended up committing suicide. Family sued and won, can't remember the amount but I think it was under 100k. Just know, that's why cops do that shit. Its not about being an ass and trying to take someone in, its because if they dont do proper investigation and follow the proper steps its their ass. CYA, Cover Your Ass.


You may not think much of yourself or care at all but your family and loved ones will always sue if there is an opportunity. You want to know the reason why LE goes through all the extra effort for this stuff, well that's it. People sue, people get fired. Its not just as simple as "respecting someone's choice" or a cop being a nazi stormtrooper when your facing all that and case law agrees you've got to do something or at least try.


Also, its perfectly legal to look in windows and such for law enforcement. As long as you don't have to do anything to see like opening a door or window or moving something, its legal. As long as any regular person could see the same thing under the same circumstances and you have a lawful reason to be there, its legal. You'd be surprised how far that case law goes so just know that for other reasons as well. If you have drugs in sight, its automatic probably cause to go in, search quickly for people to detain, and back out to wait for a full search warrant. I'm not going to argue the lawfulness of a welfare check. Its considered lawful that's all that matters, don't get mad at me. Get mad at the state and federal courts who made it so.


So back to it, I go and it looks like no ones home after multiple visits. Usually we might contact a family member to let them know but I was usually done pending any further information.


What happens if you don't answer the door but law enforcement finds reason to believe your inside? If I had no warrant, commitment paperwork, or exigent circumstances I would just try several more times like above and document everything. Law enforcement will not just kick down a door for a suicidal person call. It will only happen after an investigation and if there was a reasonable risk for that person. People make up shit all the time. Swatting is a good example so nothing is ever taken as fact from someone who calls it in. I responded to numerous suicidal person welfare checks where it was later determined the caller had lied to get us to try to harass whomever they were calling on. Not everyone will do it but I did prosecute those people.


I never had it happen but if you had commitment orders signed, you were believed to be at home, but you didn't come to the door I was told entry could be made due to exigent circumstances because the person had been deemed a threat to themselves or others and the paperwork acted as a warrant.


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Some terms and phrases to be familiar with


Briefly, what are "exigent circumstances" and why is it important to know what they are? The short/dumbass version is exigent circumstances are things that create an emergency/immediate need and allow law enforcement to perform certain actions for example like forcing entry into a home without a search warrant. I could list many examples but it comes down to the information available and what is observed.


I once responded to a suicidal person welfare check. A young lady stated her roommate had previously been treated at a facility for suicidal thoughts and tendencies, had recently had a bad break up, and had made comments related to suicide after. Said roommate had been drinking heavily that day, locked herself in her room, and was heard to be in the shower for at least 2 hours. The complainant had attempted to yell out numerous times but got no response. The decision was made that based on the facts immediately present, that a suicide may have been attempted or a possible accident may have occurred due to the heavy drinking. A supervisor called it and we kicked the door. She was passed out in the tub but just super drunk and said she was "gucci" when we woke her up. It was all completely legal and considered exigent circumstances based on the immediate facts available. I have also forced entry/entered without a warrant for fires, people screaming out for help, a deceased person I saw through a window, medical calls where people were passed out, and many other reasons. Its all covered under exigent circumstances and all that is needed is the next term I'm going to explain.


Articulation. Articulation. Articulation. Many things that appear not legal or not right by law enforcement are made so by how one articulates the situation in a report. Kicking a door just because you thought something was wrong doesn't hold up like kicking a door because of all these reasons you uncovered and observed due to a diligent investigation and in the interest of ones safety. The above story, if I had just said we made entry because she didn't answer and a supervisor told us to I would have been fired and sued in federal court. The totality of the circumstances and articulation of what I did, what I observed, the details of my investigation is what made it legal.


Finally, qualified immunity. A simple definition from reddit from Google(tablets too old to go to reddit), " Qualified Immunity shields individual officers against civil lawsuits for actions performed within the scope of their duties." It covers far more than you think and sometimes has an unreasonably high bar for someone to prove otherwise. Essentially as long as the officer/deputy was acting in a lawful capacity, made judgment calls based on the facts and circumstances available at that moment, and had no intent to violate constitutional rights, they are covered 99% of the time. Its not a "hindsight" standard but rather did the LEO act resonably (even if it was wrong) based on what was observed and facts available at that moment, not was was learned later. Its something every civilian needs to be familiar with because essentially shit can be done wrong but for the right reasons and nothing happens.


Know this too, if law enforcement forces entry (kicks a door, breaks a window, etc.) and its for a lawful reason then they do not pay to fix the damage, you do. That's why I usually only kicked doors at fires and waited for keys almost every other time. I've actually only kicked 3 doors ever, I was good at finding ways to break in without causing damage if it was warranted.


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Some observations, advice, and recommendations


*Nowadays, some agencies have mental health people who respond to these types of calls with them. I've been told that some have sufficient credentials or the ability to have involuntary commitments signed on scene so just know that. Research your areas LE agencies on Google and social media.


* Some cops will use bullshit excuses/borderline charges such as failure to obey a lawful command, obstruction, disorderly conduct, etc. to be able to arrest you and force you to go to the hospital. Sometimes charges are dropped and sometimes not depending on if the cop is an ass. If you are "in crisis" before getting to jail, then a lot of places can take you for a mental evaluation before hand. All it takes is them telling the doc your a threat to yourself and game over.


*DO NOT go to jail and say your suicidal. I'm sure its more humane elsewhere but the standard here is your stripped naked and put in a suicide smock( turtle suit), put into a small cell like 6'x6' or 8'x8', with nothing but a drain in the middle of the floor that is also your toilet. It suckssssss sssssooooooooooooo badddddddddd.


*What happens when you speak to LE or doctors and such as well as how your acting caries a lot of weight in what happens later. If there is no evidence other than a call for a welfare check and someone does not say or do anything that constitutes a threat to themselves or others, usually the threshold is not met for commitment or follow up and nothing more than a report is done.


*A personal(and unpopular) recommendation, if involuntarily committed, don't fight or cause a scene. I have spoken to doctors at facilities and they absolutely use it against you. Its scary and traumatic most of the time but try to control yourself, cooperate because at that point its happening no matter what, and focus on the 72 hour countdown. Don't give them a reason to hold you longer. I've been inoluntarily committed twice. Once as a juvenile and once as an adult. 2 different mental hospitals that were both considered to be among the worst in my state at the time. The juvenile one had a string of kids dying and getting molested and the adult one was known for beating people and raping them. As bad as they were, the short time I was there was doable once I realized I just had to play their games and jump through their hoops. Both were better than jail and prison as bad as they were.


*Most places, LE reports are not sent anywhere and are only available at that agency. For example, two neighboring police departments don't see each others reports unless one specifically asks the other for certain case reports. But a cop can put an alert in for you into NCIC. Its a lot of paperwork and rare and doesn't really apply to this subject matter. More of an FYI.


*Most LE have no idea what SN is or even what it looks like. I would have honestly thought it was probably some sort of weird hippy salt if I saw it. The most I would have ever done is run 2 small test samples in field kits for meth and fent. If it was negative, have fun with your hippy salt. Probably the majority of cops have no idea about the regulations regarding it so if they make a big deal about it, it means you told someone and they told the cops or you said something directly to the cops yourself.


*No one will believe me but I can guarantee in the US that no Police Departments, Sheriffs Office's, state agencies or anything else is watching you and tracking you here. It takes incredible resources to follow someone online for that and its not reasonable considering suicide itself is not illegal 100% not worth their time. Your not going to get pulled over and the cop ask you about a SaSu post you made.


*Related to above, I 100% guarantee the DEA, ATF, and Homeland/FBI are here watching. Not for individual people for wanting suicide or possessing a personal amount of SN or anything like that. I myself have seen numerous threads on people openly talking about illegally procuring firearms, where and how to get SN and illegal narcotics, and even some threads where people have talked about hurting others or borderline mass casualty incidents. Those are the people the government is interested in. The DEA wants SN and narcotic dealers, the ATF to prevent firearms from being illegally made or obtained, FBI for the somemes borderline terroristic stuff even I've seen people say. I'm including myself in this statement as well but for the vast majority of people on this site, like above 99%, law enforcement doesn't care about you no matter how suicidal you are. No one is tracking you here. Always make sure to protect your information and take all necessary internet precautions as a normal person should but just know, LE is never going to kick in your door for posting here as long as your not some drug king pin or another Timothy McVeigh. Just chill a bit and be aware of what you post openly. Be responsible and cautious.


*Do not take anything in this thread as fact. Use it as a jumping off point for your own research and look into it yourself. EVERY state has a constitution and a criminal codebook that is available for review and can answer a lot of questions.


*Furthermore, I intentionally left off any specific case law. Besides case law from the Supreme Court of the US, every federal circuit court has their own rulings, as well as every state. With the age we live in, you can easily find it all online if you look. Being my OS is from 2010 on this tablet and I have to type with 2 thumbs, and am in literal prison using my limited internet time for this, I'm leaving it up to you all to do your own research. I simply cannot list all 50 states related criminal codes, case law, and federal case law. Most is the same across the board but maybe take an hour or two to do your own research. Case law is actually pretty interesting to read once you get started.


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Closing


What did we learn today peeps? Probably nothing and your probably all dumber from having read this. Seriously though, take what you will from it. Its just one more attempt at me trying to purge possibly helpful information from my head.


I would like to request that if you feel comfortable, use this thread to post involuntary commitment guidelines and laws from your states and other countries if they differ from above.


I know I did not cover everything but this subject could honestly be atleast a couple of full law books and its just not possible to put it all. Its just a crash course. I typed this over many hours so I'm sure there are many mistakes because I suck at life. Feel free to correct, just try to be nice. Also, if you feel any of this information is wrong, I welcome correction. I only ask that you back up any correction with statute, case law (that hasn't been overturned), etc. Don't just say its wrong because you believe it shouldn't be that way or someone told you this or that. This thread is meant for informative purposes so let's make it as complete and accurate as possible.


Finally and related to all this, while involuntary commitment and welfare checks are scary, if you need and want help, its ok to try to get it. Some people benefit from treatment like that, some don't. Don't be scared to seek it out if you want help. Its OK to want and need help and its OK to reach out. I have sat hugging and crying with so many people who wanted to commit suicide but were scared to die and/or scared of treatment. Its your choice if you want to CTB but never be afraid to ask for help if your not ready or having doubts. There is always a risk of things staying the same, getting worse but the risk is equal to maybe things getting better. Sometimes getting help does not negate the want or will to CTB but maybe gives tools and skills to ease the time one has left. Sometimes it takes work to find help but if you feel like you need it, its worth it to search and try. You are worth it, you deserve happiness, no matter how unlikely it can happen, and your not selfish for thinking or wanting any of those things. Leave the opening for good just so you dont let it pass by you unnoticed if it does come along.


I say all the above because I do respect everyone's CTB decision but there has to be a responsible balance for a site like this or else it gets bastardized in the news. I hope everyone finds peace and happiness but just hope it happens in life because I like so many here, even if I am to messed up/scared to talk to anyone right now.


Well, I await the hopefully not mean comments, if any. I have discovered k-dramas and hate myself for it because its such a "un-prison" thing to like so I guess I'll go back to that and being reclusive. Peace out yo.


https://www.bicyclehealth.com/blog/state-by-state-involuntary-commitment-laws
https://www.prisonpolicy.org/blog/2026/07/21/forced-hospitalizations/
https://psychiatryonline.org/doi/10.1176/appi.ps.20240345
https://miresource.com/learn/involuntary-treatment-guide/a-guide-to-involuntary-holds-by-state
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Forgive my curiosity, but you have access to this site and kdramas in prison? If youre okay sharing, im curious on if that is a special instance.
 
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COP2CON

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Forgive my curiosity, but you have access to this site and kdramas in prison? If youre okay sharing, im curious on if that is a special instance.
Well I'm on a DOC tablet that they used to give out but has been jail broken and using the hotspot from my buddies contraband cellphone. Contraband is what makes prison go round and you can get anything for the right price. My tablet cost $250 2 years ago and the cell phone was a grand. So yes its unique I'm here in the sense of I shouldn't be and illegal for me but no in the sense of this is a regular thing for a lot of prisoners because of contraband and drones. The only reason I got into K Dramas is because my download sites started really pushing them and I got curious. I actually never intended to ever post here but was looking for information regarding my own demise and noticed some gaps or misinformation I though I could help with. I actually initially bought the tablet because I put like 4000 books on it since we don't have access to a library and they haven't really been letting us order books. Most of the staff also turn a blind eye because there's so many more of us than them and little bits of contraband keep us happy.
 
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Dude, fuck yeah for the reddit thing.
oh yeah one other thing i was going to mention real fast.. i have no idea if you use X (formerly known as Twitter) at all, but it can be bloated a little and also i don't think it lets you see a person's timeline with out logging in (although i think it will let you see individual posts with out logging in though).. But so any way, there are some "nitter" front-ends you can use that will be less bloated and also lets you view people's timeline feeds with out having to log in with an account.. The main nitter instance i use (and most popular i think) is "xcancel.com".. So like if you want to see (for example) Elon Musk's feed and you know his normal page is at "https://x.com/elonmusk" (or "https://twitter.com/elonmusk") you can just insert the word "cancel" in to there and change it to "https://xcancel.com/elonmusk" and can see his whole feed there.. I know the guy (on the internet any way) that runs xcancel.. And then the 2nd most popular nitter instance is "nitter.net", so it would look like "https://nitter.net/elonmusk" for Elon's feed if you want to use that nitter instance.. (the nitter.net site is run by the developer that makes the nitter software)..

(EDIT: the example youtube links in the next paragraph have the initial "h" omitted in the "https" part because SaSu kept trying to expand the links in to big non-working videos..)

if you need a youtube front-end for some reason (less bloated) then i think most of the invidious instances that used to work stopped working, but this one still works though: "inv.nadeko.net", and so if you see a youtube link like "ttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=whatever" (or the shortcut link version like "ttps://youtu.be/whatever") then change it to "https://inv.nadeko.net/watch?v=whatever".. The "whatever" part is the random letters in the video link..

although i assume you probably keep the thing on permanent mute; probably not good if people hear some thing playing sound.. although there is the little "CC" button in the lower-right corner of the videos that usually has the auto-generated subtitles you can turn on so that you can at least see what the people are saying (of course auto-generated subtitles some times has mistakes but it's usually pretty good)..

and then of course hopefully what ever browser you are using (fennec or firefox or some thing?) lets you install the "ublock-origin" add-on that blocks annoying ads on websites..

any way, i'm not sure if you even use X or youtube, but just in case you do i thought i might just mention those things real fast in case any of that yap helps you.. any way take care and good luck with your exit when ever that finally happens.. (i personally would rather be dead than in prison)..
 
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oh yeah one other thing i was going to mention real fast.. i have no idea if you use X (formerly known as Twitter) at all, but it can be bloated a little and also i don't think it lets you see a person's timeline with out logging in (although i think it will let you see individual posts with out logging in though).. But so any way, there are some "nitter" front-ends you can use that will be less bloated and also lets you view people's timeline feeds with out having to log in with an account.. The main nitter instance i use (and most popular i think) is "xcancel.com".. So like if you want to see (for example) Elon Musk's feed and you know his normal page is at "https://x.com/elonmusk" (or "https://twitter.com/elonmusk") you can just insert the word "cancel" in to there and change it to "https://xcancel.com/elonmusk" and can see his whole feed there.. I know the guy (on the internet any way) that runs xcancel.. And then the 2nd most popular nitter instance is "nitter.net", so it would look like "https://nitter.net/elonmusk" for Elon's feed if you want to use that nitter instance.. (the nitter.net site is run by the developer that makes the nitter software)..

(EDIT: the example youtube links in the next paragraph have the initial "h" omitted in the "https" part because SaSu kept trying to expand the links in to big non-working videos..)

if you need a youtube front-end for some reason (less bloated) then i think most of the invidious instances that used to work stopped working, but this one still works though: "inv.nadeko.net", and so if you see a youtube link like "ttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=whatever" (or the shortcut link version like "ttps://youtu.be/whatever") then change it to "https://inv.nadeko.net/watch?v=whatever".. The "whatever" part is the random letters in the video link..

although i assume you probably keep the thing on permanent mute; probably not good if people hear some thing playing sound.. although there is the little "CC" button in the lower-right corner of the videos that usually has the auto-generated subtitles you can turn on so that you can at least see what the people are saying (of course auto-generated subtitles some times has mistakes but it's usually pretty good)..

and then of course hopefully what ever browser you are using (fennec or firefox or some thing?) lets you install the "ublock-origin" add-on that blocks annoying ads on websites..

any way, i'm not sure if you even use X or youtube, but just in case you do i thought i might just mention those things real fast in case any of that yap helps you.. any way take care and good luck with your exit when ever that finally happens.. (i personally would rather be dead than in prison)..
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Seriously thank you. I am viewing twitter/x for the first time ever. It makes me verify every couple of clicks but it works. The YouTube thing did not but YouTube just barely loads for me still so its OK for now. My audio port broke a couple days ago so I can't listen to anything anymore :-(.

I really appreciate it. This helps me catch up on stuff and also research stuff. Now I just gotta find a way to use the tik tok and my life will fully be over. Lol tik tok would never work for me, videos don't work very well on this.
 
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i had plenty of police interaction in the uk about 20 years ago. i did self harm extensively (even under the cops nose whilst locked up in a police cell - had a small blade hidden in my waistband and cut myself, cop who saw the blood thought it was ketchup at first, was taken to hospital for stitches...) and i was taken to hospital under the mental health act a few times, but i was never sectioned. im not sure how i manged to escape that one, to be honest, because i even tried to od. dunno if and how practices have changed since then though...
 
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victim4

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Thank you for posting another nice thread. Fist bumping and hippie salt got me laughed, you have a nice sense of humor. And those 6x6 prison cells for suicidal people sounds real horrible... Have fun watching kdramas, if you ever get confused by a different culture in it you can Google search or ask me
 
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COP2CON

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Thank you for posting another nice thread. Fist bumping and hippie salt got me laughed, you have a nice sense of humor. And those 6x6 prison cells for suicidal people sounds real horrible... Have fun watching kdramas, if you ever get confused by a different culture in it you can Google search or ask me
You are most very welcome my friend. I'm glad I was able to make you laugh. I appreciate the offer but I broke something on my tablet and have no sound now. I hope your doing well.
 
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victim4

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You are most very welcome my friend. I'm glad I was able to make you laugh. I appreciate the offer but I broke something on my tablet and have no sound now. I hope your doing well.
I think people like you -who's got a nice sense of humor- should post more because we all could use a little laugh here. I could use that little laugh for my final days as well. Take a good care and stay safe my friend.
 
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DO NOT go to jail and say your suicidal. I'm sure its more humane elsewhere but the standard here is your stripped naked and put in a suicide smock( turtle suit), put into a small cell like 6'x6' or 8'x8', with nothing but a drain in the middle of the floor that is also your toilet. It suckssssss sssssooooooooooooo badddddddddd.
This part is unfortunately very true. There's a horror story from another member a while back that had this experience and it seems pretty grim.

I will share a little of my experience with this.

I was put in prison awaiting trial for a crime that I did not commit. I was classed as a suicide risk and so put in a grim, suicide-proof cell. I was monitored 24/7 by a CCTV camera and at the first sign of anything untoward two nurses and a guard would come charging in. The living conditions were vile, the window was broken and so the cold winter air flooded in every night, and as I was a suicide risk I was not allowed normal clothes, just a thin hospital gown and a single suicide proof blanket - this is essentially thick, padded nylon with woven edges designed to prevent you from looping or tying it into a noose.

The ceiling of my cell was covered with dried faeces, mould encrusted toilet paper and blood, so much blood smeared over the walls, the floor, the ceiling, the remnants of so-called dirty protests from past prisoners poorly cleaned up. For my 'safety', I was put in solitary confinement. I was allowed out for barely half an hour a day, I spent the rest of the time sleeping or pacing in circles.

My entire life was falling apart around me. I believed I had no option but to end it. There were no ligature points, I was allowed no personal belongings with me, I was being monitored, the electricity and water to the cell had been turned off, I was stuck in what was, in essence, a stone/steel cube. Sleeping was impossible of course, you were awoken every fifteen minutes during the night with a light shone in your eyes to check that you were still 'alive'. Sleeping during the day wasn't an option either, my cell-neighbour was a paranoid schizophrenic who was convinced that I was the devil and spent most of his time banging and screaming through the wall, sounding the alarm and threatening to kill both myself and the nurses in increasingly brutal ways. You would be surprised how inventive your mind becomes when you face such grim circumstances.

The most desperate of my plans was to drown myself in the cell toilet, which happened to be the only place the CCTV didn't cover and where you would have a reasonable period of time uninterrupted. The toilet itself was horrific, a solid stone hole weathered by decades of abuse. What little water remained in the basin I can only describe as looking (and smelling) like a rotting animal corpse floating in a canal... But desperate times called for desperate measures, I had calculated there was just about enough water to ensure drowning with the aid of a Zopiclone I'd talked the doctor into prescribing me.

For various reasons, I aborted that attempt. Next, I exploited the architecture of the furniture bolted to the cell floor to wedge my head into an airtight gap. I quickly began to suffocate, assisted by the pressure of the stone forcing my shoulders up against my neck. It was barely a minute or two before the dreaded hypercapnic alarm response set in and I began to panic. I felt dizzy, but then someone pulled me out.

That doomed attempt led to an even greater level of supervision. My next thought was to obtain some illicit drugs from another prisoner and take an overdose, unfortunately, that proved trickier than I anticipated. A few more weeks past, I had largely stopped eating and was feeling the effects, pain, tiredness and deep depression.

Eventually, the supervision eased and I was transferred to another cell, this time away from cameras and with ligature points and bedsheets at my disposal. I had stayed up all night practising the correct knot and writing a short will and note to my family. I then waited until the wing had emptied and set to work partially suspending myself.

After a minute I became hot and flushed and dizzy, my survival instinct began to set in and panicking, I desperately tried to loosen the noose. I had designed for just such a scenario and loosening one part of the noose tightened another. Suddenly, I found myself in the most horrific pain. I don't know how to explain it, but there was a part of my brain that told me I was choking alive. I thrashed and squirmed violently until the room dimmed and faded out and the next thing I know I was on the floor being resuscitated.

Not long after that I was released and sent home without so much as an apology for the error of justice. The PTSD from my time in prison remains with me to this day.
 
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COP2CON

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This part is unfortunately very true. There's a horror story from another member a while back that had this experience and it seems pretty grim.
I read that account and it was scarily similar to my experience with the conditions.

Also im weird, every time i see you it makes me think of the 458 socom I was trying to build before all this. Also I used to love metal gear solid lol.
 
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Douggy82

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The one aspect that really comes home to me, is the cop coming to a person's place to get you.

Back in 2015, I was having a major meltdown when I caught my ex draining the checking and savings gambling.

The cops that came were 100% HORRIBLE!! In fact, one of the cops looked at other cops and said something to the degree of: "well at least we do not have to clean anything up on this one". They all laughed and I was standing right there.

Then they started pushing me out my apartment door with no footwear on and there was snow on the ground. I had to beg them to let me grab a pair of shoes.

IT was HELL and NEVER EVER again.

Walter
I guess I've been lucky with cops. I have one bad interaction with a local cop in my life, so that's like 99% positive.

It's crazy what they can do in domestic stir ups though. I met a guy who had to do like a weekend in jail just because his crackhead girlfriend made some stuff up. I think I remember the cops knowing she was lying but not having much choice.
 
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wehamuho

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The one aspect that really comes home to me, is the cop coming to a person's place to get you.

Back in 2015, I was having a major meltdown when I caught my ex draining the checking and savings gambling.

The cops that came were 100% HORRIBLE!! In fact, one of the cops looked at other cops and said something to the degree of: "well at least we do not have to clean anything up on this one". They all laughed and I was standing right there.

Then they started pushing me out my apartment door with no footwear on and there was snow on the ground. I had to beg them to let me grab a pair of shoes.

IT was HELL and NEVER EVER again.

Walter
sorry mate... police checks should only be a thing if u give a shit to train ur cops!! us police is so bad just pls idiots & toddlermen shouldnt have guns & force
 
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bagel12

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@COP2CON as always, thank you so much for your informative posts! i always learn a lot from reading them :) i hope you are doing well!

would it be ok for me to ask an unrelated question? basically i'm wondering: if a person is approached and questioned by police out in public, what should they do? if i don't respond to their questions, or if i'm terse in my responses, i might piss them off or make them suspicious of me, which increases the risk that they will escalate the situation. but if i freely give them information, they might use it against me.

for context, i live in a big city in the US. there were a few times where my friends and I were minding our business, not causing any trouble, but the police approached us. they asked what are we doing, why are we here, what are our names, where are our ids, stuff like that. (my state doesn't have a stop and identify statute.) this happened at a festival, at a protest, and walking down the street. i see advice online that says that you should never say anything to the cops without a lawyer present. the problem is that if we don't respond to their questions, the cops get suspicious and frustrated and sometimes they escalate the situation. so i don't know what i should do to reduce the risk of conflict or arrest.

if you have the time, i would really appreciate any advice/tips, but no worries if not!
 
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COP2CON

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@COP2CON as always, thank you so much for your informative posts! i always learn a lot from reading them :) i hope you are doing well!

would it be ok for me to ask an unrelated question? basically i'm wondering: if a person is approached and questioned by police out in public, what should they do? if i don't respond to their questions, or if i'm terse in my responses, i might piss them off or make them suspicious of me, which increases the risk that they will escalate the situation. but if i freely give them information, they might use it against me.

for context, i live in a big city in the US. there were a few times where my friends and I were minding our business, not causing any trouble, but the police approached us. they asked what are we doing, why are we here, what are our names, where are our ids, stuff like that. (my state doesn't have a stop and identify statute.) this happened at a festival, at a protest, and walking down the street. i see advice online that says that you should never say anything to the cops without a lawyer present. the problem is that if we don't respond to their questions, the cops get suspicious and frustrated and sometimes they escalate the situation. so i don't know what i should do to reduce the risk of conflict or arrest.

if you have the time, i would really appreciate any advice/tips, but no worries if not!

Too important a topic to just be a reply on a thread.....
 
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bagel12

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Too important a topic to just be a reply on a thread.....
thank you so much! your post was really helpful and informative. i hope you have a great day/night!
 
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booplesnoot34

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Feb 8, 2023
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I have a few questions about you. Were you forcibly hospitalized while a cop? You've also made references to being a prisoner. Are you a felon now? What happened?
 
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COP2CON

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I have a few questions about you. Were you forcibly hospitalized while a cop? You've also made references to being a prisoner. Are you a felon now? What happened?
Howdy!
I was hospitalized twice as a cop but due to how it was written up and HIPAA stuff, it was never reported to anyone. Once was as a juvenile, second time as an adult.

I'm currently a convict serving a life sentence in a maximum security prison for murder. I don't really talk a whole lot about it because I don't really want anyone "doxing" me is I believe the term I've picked up here. Just thought I could share some information that might be useful to people before I either don't have internet anymore or I'm not here anymore.
I have a few questions about you. Were you forcibly hospitalized while a cop? You've also made references to being a prisoner. Are you a felon now? What happened?
Howdy!
I was hospitalized twice as a cop but due to how it was written up and HIPAA stuff, it was never reported to anyone. Once was as a juvenile, second time as an adult.

I'm currently a convict serving a life sentence in a maximum security prison for murder. I don't really talk a whole lot about it because I don't really want anyone "doxing" me is I believe the term I've picked up here. Just thought I could share some information that might be useful to people before I either don't have internet anymore or I'm not here anymore.
 
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booplesnoot34

I’ll miss the winter, a world of fragile things
Feb 8, 2023
129
Howdy!
I was hospitalized twice as a cop but due to how it was written up and HIPAA stuff, it was never reported to anyone. Once was as a juvenile, second time as an adult.

I'm currently a convict serving a life sentence in a maximum security prison for murder. I don't really talk a whole lot about it because I don't really want anyone "doxing" me is I believe the term I've picked up here. Just thought I could share some information that might be useful to people before I either don't have internet anymore or I'm not here anymore.

Howdy!
I was hospitalized twice as a cop but due to how it was written up and HIPAA stuff, it was never reported to anyone. Once was as a juvenile, second time as an adult.

I'm currently a convict serving a life sentence in a maximum security prison for murder. I don't really talk a whole lot about it because I don't really want anyone "doxing" me is I believe the term I've picked up here. Just thought I could share some information that might be useful to people before I either don't have internet anymore or I'm not here anymore.
How on earth do you have access to this website in prison? Surely your tablet or what have you is heavily restricted. Also, was the killing justified, in your eyes?
 
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COP2CON

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How on earth do you have access to this website in prison? Surely your tablet or what have you is heavily restricted. Also, was the killing justified, in your eyes?
Contraband makes the world go round. My tablet is jail broken and I'm using hotspot from a buddies cell phone. Its really quite common. No killing is ever justified, I don't care the circumstances.
 

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