
wannafly
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- Dec 4, 2020
- 95
Hey guys, been a while and I've been through hospital in the meanwhile. I had the thought over the last hours of the night since I can't sleep about my method.
Previously mainly thinking about N or SN or other synth opioids, the other night I went fully manic suicidal on 20 2mg bars of Xanax. I don't remember much apart from cutting myself and feeling nothing. The rest is in my last post but now somewhat less important, I got hospitalised though. Now I'm thinking - what if I'm in the tub, take 40 bars - and I've never done it before but sniff like .3-.5 of H, then go for the jugular in the tub by brand new stanley. Is that possible or by the time I take all 40 bars with the H will I be already blacked out on the floor before I even get out of my room into the tub?
At what time after doing both would I want to start on the jugular? Dark I know, but the late night has me wondering.
Obviously I'd do a wipe down of my room and it's unpleasant cleanup afterwards, but I'll be gone anyways.
If I had left over H, can you just boof it in a pill capsule or is it necessary to mix with water for that? Can you bomb it just to ensure damage?
~W
Previously mainly thinking about N or SN or other synth opioids, the other night I went fully manic suicidal on 20 2mg bars of Xanax. I don't remember much apart from cutting myself and feeling nothing. The rest is in my last post but now somewhat less important, I got hospitalised though. Now I'm thinking - what if I'm in the tub, take 40 bars - and I've never done it before but sniff like .3-.5 of H, then go for the jugular in the tub by brand new stanley. Is that possible or by the time I take all 40 bars with the H will I be already blacked out on the floor before I even get out of my room into the tub?
At what time after doing both would I want to start on the jugular? Dark I know, but the late night has me wondering.
Obviously I'd do a wipe down of my room and it's unpleasant cleanup afterwards, but I'll be gone anyways.
If I had left over H, can you just boof it in a pill capsule or is it necessary to mix with water for that? Can you bomb it just to ensure damage?
~W