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licebap

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Jul 7, 2018
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So it appears I would be able to get legit 200mg phenobarbital tablets from a known brand. I was thinking of taking 20g or more crushing tablets and solving them in water. I have already access to antiemetic plasil (metoclopramide) and benzos.

Plan is
- antiemetics according to schedule (8h before and half an hour before)
- eventually be xos but I don't know
- ingesting the phenobarbital solution (I foresee no problem in this as I can swallow 1lt water without even breathing and am not sensible to bad taste)
- eventually starting to drink alcoholic liquor 40% vol. like Cointreau or other sweet spirit

What do you think of the plan?

Eventually substituting phenobarbital with sodium nitrite. I can't for the life of me track down N which would be obviously my first choice.

Thanks.
 
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war-is-lost

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Apr 15, 2018
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Phenobarbital is a long acting barb which is much weaker than pentobarbital. I honestly don't know whether that would work. if you use it as a sleep aid to knock you out when you are also taking SN, then it might be useful but you would be wise to research the cross interaction with the 2 plus anti-e and alcohol. If you want N, just go to the resource thread which has a link the ppeh which in turn has the email of the only reliable vendor.
 
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licebap

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Thank you very much. Maybe English not being my first language doesn't aid me, I'll try again to look for this vendor. I suppose he accepts bitcoins or something and I'm totally numb aboit all this stuff :(
 
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licebap

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Thank you very much. Maybe English not being my first language doesn't aid me, I'll try again to look for this vendor. I suppose he accepts bitcoins or something and I'm totally numb aboit all this stuff :(

I was also investigating Dolethal but again no idea where to get it.
 
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war-is-lost

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Apr 15, 2018
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Thank you very much. Maybe English not being my first language doesn't aid me, I'll try again to look for this vendor. I suppose he accepts bitcoins or something and I'm totally numb aboit all this stuff :(

He accepts BTC, depending on where you are based. There are some countries he doesn't do, send an email to him and find out. Best of luck!
 
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licebap

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Jul 7, 2018
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I think I got his contact rightand wrote him, even if the ppeh appears to be a 2017 edition? Can't find the 2018.

In the book anyway there are suggestion for exiting with phenobarbital, 10g looks like a lethal dose in any case, only slow acting. I have to reflect on the thing. Pheno is easy to get and cheap, I could OD with 20+ grams even.
 
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licebap

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Jul 7, 2018
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Sorry to bother, any other suggestion aboit Phenobarbital? I want to ctb the sooner I can.
 
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