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Lone_Gray_Wolf

Lone_Gray_Wolf

Fate plays chess with 2 queens
Aug 21, 2020
263
Mines would be probably full of sadness. Remembering the journey that brought me there. From that sparkling child to someone about to ctb. Regrets of my existence and feeling sorry for my past self and have brought that one to this point.
 
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AmDead

AmDead

早く死にたい
Aug 20, 2020
69
I think all I will be thinking about is whether I will succeed or not. By the time I am putting my plan into action, I will have settled Or reasoned all of my feelings about family, belongings, etc. So all that's left is to hope and wish for my plan to succeed.
 
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catsarecool

catsarecool

Remember me for me, I need to set my spirit free
Jul 2, 2020
94
I'm scared.
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,952
I hope my last thought will be of my best friend. He died when he was only 18. I want to see him smiling. It will be a comforting thought as I go to meet him.
 
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http-410

http-410

nowhere
Sep 12, 2020
1,052
Probably (and hopefully) nothing.

And if so:

Hopefully this will not be painful for too long.

I hope everything works out. I don't want to become a vegetable.

Maybe I will think about my pets. And my parents.
 
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Niirvana

Niirvana

♥Soon♥
Sep 18, 2020
436
Mom I'm going there with u
 
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Lux

Lux

Member
Sep 17, 2020
61
Just relief. I want to get everything off my chest before, so I have nothing to hold me back.
 
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StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
"Oh fuck, shit shit shit!"
 
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BipolarGuy

BipolarGuy

Enlightened
Aug 6, 2020
1,456
I think I'll be scared, hoping it isn't painful, and hoping the BS ends.
 
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Insertname1

Insertname1

Student
Sep 21, 2020
188
Probably be that noone has to waste energy on me anymore or have to worry if im ok, just 1 less burden for people to bare
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,359
'I'll miss you mom, but I'll say hi to Nanna and Grandad for you'.
 
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Valon

Valon

Member
Sep 14, 2020
70
"Finally."
 
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checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,899
open up the gates to hell...mr devil!
 
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Hazelnut

Hazelnut

Member
Sep 15, 2020
42
I spend most of my time daydreaming to cope with life... And so starved for affection that I'm pretty sure I will just imagine myself being reassured and cuddling with someone until I leave :hug:
 
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TakeMe2RainbowBridge

TakeMe2RainbowBridge

All of the stars have a reason
Sep 20, 2020
6
I'll be with my fur babies soon I'll also be thinking about my partner and hope she can find peace in knowing I'll be with our boys
 
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the witch’s lament

the witch’s lament

Member
Sep 5, 2020
88
it will be about how much I have cost. to my family and friends, both emotionally and financially. how somehow my whole existence has been a commodity to the extent I haven't done it right yet for others' sake. and at the very end, I will somehow convince myself that I've earned it and am somehow deserved peace on my own terms.
 
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