LAST STRAW - THE CAMEL'S BACK IS BROKEN

[Unattainable666]

I've had cancer before (about 8 years ago) Had surgery been doing well. So it's back (I know this). I call to get an appointment and these fuckers tell me I need to go to my doctor first (it takes six to 8 months to see a doctor) they (the cancer idiots) won't see me without seeing the doctor first. Then I'll have to wait 8 to 12 months to get in to see the specialist. Fuck them I'll be dead by then (if I weren't goin to CTB earlier) . This is the WORST fucked up state I've ever been in. Nobody gives a shit about anybody else. I just CAN'T live in a world like this. I don't belong here anymore. It's beyond my comprehension. Sorry for the rant ... I hate my life, this fucking shithole and the people in it.

 

[LateForTheBus]

I'm so very sorry. The US healthcare system is such a joke, it should be criminal! ((Hugs))

 

[Unattainable666]

I'm so very sorry. The US healthcare system is such a joke, it should be criminal! ((Hugs))

It's given me the push I needed to ctb, so I guess everything works out for a reason.

 

[LateForTheBus]

It's given me the push I needed to ctb, so I guess everything works out for a reason.

I'm sorry it's come to this for you, but I'm glad you're getting to go out on your terms.

 

[Gonnerr]

Same thing here in Canada , im waiting at the doctor now and a girl left very mad because they don't take new patient. It suppose to be the clinic when you don't have any doctor. What a hellish place even in Canada.

Please just let us go with N , there is too much human being.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

So sorry you have to go through this. This world is so fucked up. I wish you the best.

 

[Dead Meat]

I'm so sorry this is happening to you, this world truly is cruel and sadistic

 

[FuneralCry]

This world undeniably is such a hellish place, it sounds really horrible what you have to go through but anyway I wish you the best and I hope that when the time is right for you to leave you find the freedom you are searching for.