What is your last happy memory that you can remember? It could be today, yesterday, or years ago.
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LastNite
Sleepless Zombie
- Mar 31, 2025
- 786
Genuinely cant think of one. Im such a fucking loser lol. What about you though?
EternalShore
Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
- Jun 9, 2023
- 1,898
I liked watching the fireworks on July 3rd~ :) Happy July 4th btw~ ^_^ It's a time for nostalgia for me tbh~ It wasn't a great trip overall, and I was reading Onimai, altho many of the chapters kinda sucked this time, which is unusual but oh well~ regardless, I was pleasantly surprised to see the fireworks start with ones that looked like red spider lilies and a speech from George W. Bush~ hehe~
beyond that, about memories where I was really happy, I'd have to think more~ My memory is notoriously bad, so I seriously don't remember~ >_<That's a good question. I guess my last good memories were when I was in elementary school on a school trip to an amusement park. Life was good back then.
antarctica
snake eating tail
- Feb 11, 2022
- 11
i had a good day today. i went outside for the first time in forever, then played some games when i got back.
I'm sorry. It doesn't make you a loser though. Why would you be a lesser person for having a life lacking joy? It's not something you intentionally want. Sure you can try to find or make happy memories, but it's not easy. I feel sad for you not disappointment. It's a tragedy to be mourned and not something to be ridiculed for. I hope one day you can find one.
Glad you got some time outside. Hopefully it encourages you to do that more. Which games by the way?
Growing up is......
I'm glad you had a good day despite the bad chapters. Maybe the next ones will be better.Last edited:
Tomorrow Is Today
don’t get any big ideas
- May 16, 2026
- 83
The last I can remember from before I became depressed was celebrating my 3rd anniversary with my ex. We had a nice charcuterie picnic and watched planes at the beach. I was genuinely so happy and content with life then, and ironically I wouldn't complain if I died the next day.
Life really comes at you so fast.
Pluto
Cat Extremist
- Dec 27, 2020
- 7,108
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 49,101
No such thing as happiness in existing, this existence is the most torturous, dreadful abomination that should never be imposed that only ever causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, there's just so much evil in existing with existing beings tortured every second and the suffering of existing is endless. What is so terrible is how humans cause all this pain and suffering there was never a need for at all by imposing this torturous, futile existence.
I'll always find it torturous to be conscious burdened with this existence, to me existence will always be the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten, to me existence will always be a mistake and it's so horrible to me is how the torture of existing can continue for decades longer just for one to face the terrible agony of old age.Over a year ago. On a trip. I'd rather not be specific. Life then got quiet before rapidly descending. I just wish it would end.
foreverfalling
Experienced
- Jul 22, 2022
- 299
Holding someone, gently and quietly. We both had our eyes closed, slightly smiling as we just enjoyed the passing time, the present moment. Then I woke up.
I hope you can find that moment again.
It does. Good and bad things come when we don't expect it. Life is full of ups and downs. Sometimes it feels like some are longer or more frequent though. But I'm glad you had some ups.
Maybe one day you'll find that irl.
Kenny
Looking for meaning in the weirdest places
- Apr 27, 2026
- 48
I went to a nice restaurant with my sister yesterday. We both had an enjoyable time, it was the first good time I've had in ages though, it's been months of misery leading up to that, and probably more to follow.
That's really nice. Hopefully you can keep in touch with her or try to meet up more often.June 12th at 12:07 AM this year. Someone said something to me that was more than I could have ever hoped for in life and that I didn't deserve.
Then I hope you find more people that say it. May you have a wonderful year and not feel alone or invisible.Last edited:ay, you're cool Nothing.
My most recent would be talking to a nice old lady who came from my hometown, she rented a small house for $50 bucks a month back in the day.
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I really appreciate the compliment. I'm glad you had a good memory meeting someone new. What did you guys talk about? I'm not sure my most recent happy memory.
