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sleepforever81

sleepforever81

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Voices in my head are telling me over and over to kill myself, I can't escape them. Iv got the means to do it right now with 14 grams of amitriptyline tablets. Small part of me knows the hurt I will bring my family and friends if I decide to go through with it, but I won't be around to witness it.
 
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justpathetic

justpathetic

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Sep 15, 2024
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Voices in my head are telling me over and over to kill myself, I can't escape them. Iv got the means to do it right now with 14 grams of amitriptyline tablets. Small part of me knows the hurt I will bring my family and friends if I decide to go through with it, but I won't be around to witness it.
So sorry. You have to ask yourself if the voices are trustworthy.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It truly is so cruel to me how there's all this suffering, I wish you the best in whatever you decide.
 
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grisly bear

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Apr 22, 2024
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Voices in my head are telling me over and over to kill myself, I can't escape them. Iv got the means to do it right now with 14 grams of amitriptyline tablets. Small part of me knows the hurt I will bring my family and friends if I decide to go through with it, but I won't be around to witness it.
The voices in your head can be very distressing, but I personally believe that the voices can also be deceptive.
If you actually want to live and it's just the voices telling you to, then it might be worth considering contacting an ambulance or something.
 
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15 grams of amitriptyline, is my method of ctb.
 

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