Last chance to jump...

[Defenestration]

last chance.

For those who have been following, it's been twice that I've chickened out to jump from the top of a tower. the guard who has the keys and who was willing to open the door noticed that I was suicidal.
I managed to catch up on things and maybe I'll have one last time to jump from 60 m high, 20 floors.

I told him that he could stay nearby on the terrace...so I will have to act very quickly, if I have little time it will perhaps motivate me I ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO DO IT...

I don't know when ...he's on vacation...I'll do another topic when the time comes

Give me energy to fo it...my suffer IS very important

 

[vak]

Best of luck my friend, good to know you still have options.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best.

 

[iloverachel]

I wish you peace friend.
I hope you become free from suffering and pain.
We are here for you

 

[_Gollum_]

Good luck, whatever the outcome <3

 

[Defenestration]

Suffer this moment 9/10
Unsupported
I would like to die here,this moment...now
Die die die stop this suffer

 

[Ash]

So you're setting him up to stand by and watch you plummet to your death, leaving him to live with that?

Don't do it.

 

[Defenestration]

I think he won't see me fall, he won't stay far away but not near. or I will wait until he is further away. my level of mental suffering is unbearable...ke. I don't want to do otherwise. If it weren't for that I would immediately drown in my bathtub.

 

[Defenestration]

I must wait end may...

 

[_Gollum_]

I must wait end may...

Because of the security guard?

 

[Defenestration]

Because of the security guard?

Yes hollidays 28 mays