doomer843
Going down the happiness spiral š„°
- Mar 25, 2024
- 37
The only thing I have been living for is binge eating, laying in bed, and fear of death, but I still had a little bit of hope left because of therapy. Today I had my first real session with my new therapist after giving up on therapy for a long time (first was intake) because I foolishly thought maybe I could still get my life together. Now that it's over I'm pretty sure it won't work out... What is there left for me in this world? I would like to say I could kill myself right now if I had heroin and a needle given to me but honestly I probably couldn't. Why am I even still holding on if there is nothing waiting for me in the future except misery and a far too early death?