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kingfool316

kingfool316

Meaninglesslife
Sep 13, 2024
179
Okay guys. Tomorrow is the day I'll finally do my last attempt. I got the rope, I got my spot, and I got my letters sorted out. If I fail tomorrow, the only thing I can do is walk away until my feet blisters. I just cant go on
 
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Saponification

Saponification

A piece of nothing
Jun 27, 2024
185
Good luck. I wish you eternal peace
 
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kingfool316

kingfool316

Meaninglesslife
Sep 13, 2024
179
also as my last rites. I am watching the last tv show of my childhood. It's what i've been doing for the last weeks. video games can't make me relax anymore
 
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lifeisadream

lifeisadream

One of life’s failures
Oct 3, 2022
172
Hope everything goes to plan for you tomorrow. Wishing you a quick journey to everlasting peace.
 
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alwaysalone

Specialist
May 14, 2025
331
Good luck to you
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,491
I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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kingfool316

kingfool316

Meaninglesslife
Sep 13, 2024
179
Update: good news and bad news

Bad news: I am alive, and I got caught... somewhat. See when I made my attempt that day, I did not see there were workers nearby. I was caught almost doing it. Luckily the guy only made some talk with me and didn't say anything else or reported me. After that day, I went quiet. Did not do anything. not even coming here since I could jeopardize future attempts.

Good news: they're gone from my spot and I can do it tomorrow. I will not sleep tonight since I will need that exhaustion to do the deed. Also when you die, you can sleep forever anyway. Wish me luck guys
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Warlock
Jul 3, 2025
712
Update: good news and bad news

Bad news: I am alive, and I got caught... somewhat. See when I made my attempt that day, I did not see there were workers nearby. I was caught almost doing it. Luckily the guy only made some talk with me and didn't say anything else or reported me. After that day, I went quiet. Did not do anything. not even coming here since I could jeopardize future attempts.

Good news: they're gone from my spot and I can do it tomorrow. I will not sleep tonight since I will need that exhaustion to do the deed. Also when you die, you can sleep forever anyway. Wish me luck guys
Hope you find peace.
Which knot will you use for the noose and which one to fix the rope on the anchor point?
Place the noose above your adamsapple and fix the noose as tight as possible and also put the knot on the back of your neck in the middle. In this way you'll be unconscious very fast, good luck 👍
 
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kingfool316

kingfool316

Meaninglesslife
Sep 13, 2024
179
Hope you find peace.
Which knot will you use for the noose and which one to fix the rope on the anchor point?
Place the noose above your adamsapple and fix the noose as tight as possible and also put the knot on the back of your neck in the middle. In this way you'll be unconscious very fast, good luck 👍
Thank you!!!
I just want peace. I don't want to pay bills anymore, I don't want to lie to myself and my family anymore, I don't want life anymore. I am at my breaking point. A parasite like me should have died before reaching adulthood. I envy the dead more than anybody else
I just want peace. I don't want to pay bills anymore, I don't want to lie to myself and my family anymore, I don't want life anymore. I am at my breaking point. A parasite like me should have died before reaching adulthood. I envy the dead more than anybody else
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
1,260
Thank you!!!
I just want peace. I don't want to pay bills anymore, I don't want to lie to myself and my family anymore, I don't want life anymore. I am at my breaking point. A parasite like me should have died before reaching adulthood. I envy the dead more than anybody else
I just want peace. I don't want to pay bills anymore, I don't want to lie to myself and my family anymore, I don't want life anymore. I am at my breaking point. A parasite like me should have died before reaching adulthood. I envy the dead more than anybody else
Hope you find peace, it's sad to see life bringing you into this point 🫂:heart:
 
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kingfool316

Meaninglesslife
Sep 13, 2024
179
Hope you find peace.
Which knot will you use for the noose and which one to fix the rope on the anchor point?
Place the noose above your adamsapple and fix the noose as tight as possible and also put the knot on the back of your neck in the middle. In this way you'll be unconscious very fast, good luck 👍
just a simple slip knot for my noose and the anchor point. Nothing fancy just simple and straight
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,507
good luck
hope you find the peace you desire 🫂:heart:
 
kingfool316

kingfool316

Meaninglesslife
Sep 13, 2024
179
Hey guys. I am here at my spot. I'll ctb in maybe an hour or 2. Just wanna see the stream and feel the water 1 last time. It feela comfortable. I hope death feels the same way
 
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DeadSouls

DeadSouls

Perpetually sad.
Jun 23, 2025
109
I hope you find peace. Xoxox 💝
 
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eupdplishlp

Please share with me what you are bearing
Jul 15, 2025
232
Hey guys. I am here at my spot. I'll ctb in maybe an hour or 2. Just wanna see the stream and feel the water 1 last time. It feela comfortable. I hope death feels the same way
I hope peace is with you whatever happens🫂
 

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