Landlord sent threats all hope is lost

[Hollowillow]

I needed him to send his chemical disaster cleaner specialist. He sent the janitor who denied all proofs. Who doesn't know about chemicals.

He wrote that if I contact the reparation again they'll make me pay. That the file is closed. To not even ask cleaning advice to the janitor. To not mention my health to anyone (not even their shitty social workers who refuse to help even to fill forms)

I am desperate to just die. I have a MANDATORY meeting tomorrow with their social worker. Probably more threats as always. Telling me that I have to be independent to have the right to live there everytime I call for help, even when the heat broke in winter, they sent letter threatening me, shaming me, ordering me to stop asking for repairs.

I want to die... I have a chemical varnish taste in my mouth and spasms all over, in my face...

I can't escape. I call for help and get cruelty. I just want to flee in death...

I wish I could sue to force them to send the right inspector...

I have enough. Having to fight hard just to get heat repaired... Impossible for an invisible chemical spill...

I wish I could flee...

I have no where to go... It's a cheap housing... No one wants to rent to a jobless invalid...

I wish I could just hang & die...

I wish I could go to the usa meet a ss friend... But I'm just a sick sad burden.

The mental torture is even worse than the poison.

 

[jodes2]

What a nightmare :( I wish I knew what to suggest

 

[Hope:-)]

I'm so sorry. Life can be so cruel.

 

[Life_and_Death]

even when the heat broke in winter, they sent letter threatening me, shaming me, ordering me to stop asking for repairs.

may i ask where you live? in certain countries thats illegal and it IS the landlords job to take care of things (depending on exactly how youre renting, it varies, but for the most part, yeah, its their job not yours)

 

[Hollowillow]

Thank you so much. Yeah they're at least breaking the law about the heat... They prefer to intimidate the poor with threats of facturation... I Guess I can change the sink and bath and show the letter to the judge that they told me to do it myself... I just want to flee but all landlords are jerks. I wish I could go live with a friend but I have none.

 

[rationaltake]

Sorry it's so awful. I live in nasty social housing but in a different country. No point me moving as it won't solve my issues. Only one thing will do that. But the nasty housing is an extra problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds so awful being trapped in that situation and I'm sorry that you have to endure such extreme suffering. I hope that in whatever happens, you find relief.

 

[k1w1]

I needed him to send his chemical disaster cleaner specialist. He sent the janitor who denied all proofs. Who doesn't know about chemicals.

He wrote that if I contact the reparation again they'll make me pay. That the file is closed. To not even ask cleaning advice to the janitor. To not mention my health to anyone (not even their shitty social workers who refuse to help even to fill forms)

I am desperate to just die. I have a MANDATORY meeting tomorrow with their social worker. Probably more threats as always. Telling me that I have to be independent to have the right to live there everytime I call for help, even when the heat broke in winter, they sent letter threatening me, shaming me, ordering me to stop asking for repairs.

I want to die... I have a chemical varnish taste in my mouth and spasms all over, in my face...

I can't escape. I call for help and get cruelty. I just want to flee in death...

I wish I could sue to force them to send the right inspector...

I have enough. Having to fight hard just to get heat repaired... Impossible for an invisible chemical spill...

I wish I could flee...

I have no where to go... It's a cheap housing... No one wants to rent to a jobless invalid...

I wish I could just hang & die...

I wish I could go to the usa meet a ss friend... But I'm just a sick sad burden.

The mental torture is even worse than the poison.

I really feel for you. Housing is utterly appalling in the country I live in. Options are screwed for low income types & I have spent quite a few years in less than salubrious environments. Any money at all?

 

[Hollowillow]

Sorry it's so awful. I live in nasty social housing but in a different country. No point me moving as it won't solve my issues. Only one thing will do that. But the nasty housing is an extra problem.

The home would be fantastic without my chemical spill... And they are so nasty as people indeed *hugs*

It sounds so awful being trapped in that situation and I'm sorry that you have to endure such extreme suffering. I hope that in whatever happens, you find relief.

Thank you poetic fluff, I hope you will too. I always love your posts.

I really feel for you. Housing is utterly appalling in the country I live in. Options are screwed for low income types & I have spent quite a few years in less than salubrious environments. Any money at all?

I escaped insalubrity only to ruined it cleaning too hard with chemicals... It's so awful how we can't just have a safe home. But I think bed bugs would be less agonizing than a bucket of acid... I wish I knew what happened and how to fix it... What I'm reacting to. Easier to just call me insane & threaten me. They want to charge me if I call them now! I told them I don't care about money I'm DYING! I'd fix it at any price. I don't have much money... But I have a credit card. Ideas? They accidentally gave me all rights to renovate by telling me to pay but the only chemist cleaner is theirs and require their permission. I will pay, why not say yes, why get in my way and torture me with threats! Just say yes the first time & send me the bill. Damnit... I feel for you too. I had severe mold before but even the city inspector blamed my weird decoration (anime posters all over) instead of the defective door. Even cops side with agressors. Everyone call me insane and when I agree to that useless help they close the file & don't even bother to cancel our appointment... So sick to be herked around by bureaucrats.. I just want to get shit done! A repair guy will finally come for something else tomorrow and agreed to have a look... They make me pay a fortune to replace sligtly wet wood but not the poisonned sink... Ridiculous