
evey8112
Member
- Jan 25, 2021
- 84
I ordered Percs/M30s that are laced with Fentanyl this will be my method. All the pain i have suffered up to this point will be over and ill finally be at peace.
Ordered them yesterday should be here in a few days then ill go into the bathroom take one and it will look like a accidental overdose instead of a suicide. Am i scared? not really i have done this before but sadly was saved taking fent is like falling asleep really fast its peaceful. I thank anyone reading this and i hope you too find peace i know we are all tired and really its your life so it should be your choice everyone says suicide is selfish but the ones who say that want you to stay and suffer so that makes them selfish? idk all i know is ima be out this bullshit world and be finally free of this shell. My soul will finally be free. Ill prob post one last post right before i do it if not i wish you all peace. Goodbye friends and thank you to the admins of this site it has helped me relate and realize i am not alone in this suffering. One last note, this choice is not something i just thought of yesterday i have been thinking about this for too long now and now at the point i am just done.
Ordered them yesterday should be here in a few days then ill go into the bathroom take one and it will look like a accidental overdose instead of a suicide. Am i scared? not really i have done this before but sadly was saved taking fent is like falling asleep really fast its peaceful. I thank anyone reading this and i hope you too find peace i know we are all tired and really its your life so it should be your choice everyone says suicide is selfish but the ones who say that want you to stay and suffer so that makes them selfish? idk all i know is ima be out this bullshit world and be finally free of this shell. My soul will finally be free. Ill prob post one last post right before i do it if not i wish you all peace. Goodbye friends and thank you to the admins of this site it has helped me relate and realize i am not alone in this suffering. One last note, this choice is not something i just thought of yesterday i have been thinking about this for too long now and now at the point i am just done.