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evey8112

evey8112

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Jan 25, 2021
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I ordered Percs/M30s that are laced with Fentanyl this will be my method. All the pain i have suffered up to this point will be over and ill finally be at peace.
Ordered them yesterday should be here in a few days then ill go into the bathroom take one and it will look like a accidental overdose instead of a suicide. Am i scared? not really i have done this before but sadly was saved taking fent is like falling asleep really fast its peaceful. I thank anyone reading this and i hope you too find peace i know we are all tired and really its your life so it should be your choice everyone says suicide is selfish but the ones who say that want you to stay and suffer so that makes them selfish? idk all i know is ima be out this bullshit world and be finally free of this shell. My soul will finally be free. Ill prob post one last post right before i do it if not i wish you all peace. Goodbye friends and thank you to the admins of this site it has helped me relate and realize i am not alone in this suffering. One last note, this choice is not something i just thought of yesterday i have been thinking about this for too long now and now at the point i am just done.
 
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thebunny

thebunny

be what they fear.
Aug 19, 2022
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farewell! i wish you a peaceful journey ahead 🫂
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
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I have read about ctb with Fentanyl, all i can get is oxycontin here

Godspeed ✨
 
Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
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Good luck with the magic pill. Peace be upon you
 
DreamSurfer

DreamSurfer

Beyond this reality the waves of peace await
Apr 8, 2022
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I'm sad that this world has rained down heavy burdens apon you. But I do hope that you find the peace that we all deserve. Wishing you peaceful travels, as you shed the mortal shell and launch to the stars.
 
Sarz

Sarz

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Apr 24, 2020
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I ordered Percs/M30s that are laced with Fentanyl this will be my method. All the pain i have suffered up to this point will be over and ill finally be at peace.
Ordered them yesterday should be here in a few days then ill go into the bathroom take one and it will look like a accidental overdose instead of a suicide. Am i scared? not really i have done this before but sadly was saved taking fent is like falling asleep really fast its peaceful. I thank anyone reading this and i hope you too find peace i know we are all tired and really its your life so it should be your choice everyone says suicide is selfish but the ones who say that want you to stay and suffer so that makes them selfish? idk all i know is ima be out this bullshit world and be finally free of this shell. My soul will finally be free. Ill prob post one last post right before i do it if not i wish you all peace. Goodbye friends and thank you to the admins of this site it has helped me relate and realize i am not alone in this suffering. One last note, this choice is not something i just thought of yesterday i have been thinking about this for too long now and now at the point i am just done.
Don't suppose you could message me? 'm as desperate like you. Can't stand one more min on this miserable planet
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Your feelings are understandable. Existence is so cruel and awful and I understand that it's dreadful having to endure a life which is just constant suffering. I wish you freedom from all pain.
 
Fktw0rld

Fktw0rld

An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
Aug 29, 2022
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I had a friend pass from fent laced percs in the military. All he said was that he was tired. Walked to his barracks room and laid down. His roommate said never heard a thing from his bunk, which was literally like 5 steps away. He said he just laid down, went to sleep and never woke up. Since that day I've always thought of fent as the most peaceful. I wasn't educated on N at the time. But still, in comparison to how he passed I'd imagine it's just as peaceful.
 
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emgrl

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Aug 6, 2022
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Any way you can PM as well? Thank you for all of your knowledge and insight <3
 
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takemenowpls

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Aug 19, 2022
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I'd also love to talk you please
 

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