throwawayghm
Member
- Aug 24, 2025
- 47
Ok so I want to die yes but at the same time I dont want to hurt my parents it'll destroy them but at least for me living is enduring and im fucking tired. Ik ive said this at least 5 times at this point but I believe it would be unfair for me to ctb but I also think that its equally unfair that I should live because others want me to when I cant even live for myself it sucks and I genuinely dont know what to do i mean I am going to try again but im just going to puss out again idk ive been told alot
Things will get better (things have only gotten progressively worse over the past 2 years)
You'll get used to it (I have only gotten more fragile and irritable)
my memory is completely in the shitter (thx antidepressants) I cant even remember yesterday
Everything's just so fucked im tired of waiting but its all I can do atm and its killing me
Things will get better (things have only gotten progressively worse over the past 2 years)
You'll get used to it (I have only gotten more fragile and irritable)
my memory is completely in the shitter (thx antidepressants) I cant even remember yesterday
Everything's just so fucked im tired of waiting but its all I can do atm and its killing me
