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swanchild

swanchild

the little mermaid
Jul 28, 2024
57
Part of my plan means being awake super late so no one finds me but I keep sleeping in even if I set an alarm so I keep not dying. I kind of find it humorous. This is what I get for being an old man who goes to bed at 8
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Sleep was one of the reasons I kept postponing my plan. "Let me just have this good sleep for now, I'll do it tomorrow". You would think someone headed towards the permanent "good sleep" wouldn't do that, oh well....I totally get it.
 
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Terios

Terios

Member
Jul 30, 2024
33
Sleep was one of the reasons I kept postponing my plan. "Let me just have this good sleep for now, I'll do it tomorrow". You would think someone headed towards the permanent "good sleep" wouldn't do that, oh well....I totally get it.
Then there's me who can't even get a good night's sleep because I keep having nightmares about the very thing that makes me want to commit suicide.
 
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swanchild

swanchild

the little mermaid
Jul 28, 2024
57
Then there's me who can't even get a good night's sleep because I keep having nightmares about the very thing that makes me want to commit suicide.
I'm so sorry, I know how that feels.
 
Terramoro

Terramoro

Member
Apr 8, 2023
23
take caffeine. I have 200mg pills and just one will keep me awake for the next ~12 hours. Just don't take too much, because caffeine overdose is the worst. (also if you're old take less. being uncomfortable and really focused might not be the thing you want.)
 
swanchild

swanchild

the little mermaid
Jul 28, 2024
57
take caffeine. I have 200mg pills and just one will keep me awake for the next ~12 hours. Just don't take too much, because caffeine overdose is the worst. (also if you're old take less. being uncomfortable and really focused might not be the thing you want.)
Yeah I've considered this (chronic coffee drinker) but I also don't want to be to anxious or jittery lol
 
No More Tears

No More Tears

I'm tired of missing the bus.
Jul 26, 2024
91
Yeah I've considered this (chronic coffee drinker) but I also don't want to be to anxious or jittery lol
I don't know why, but for some reason I enjoy the jittery sensation. Weird, but true!
 

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