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Lrdhlpme

Lrdhlpme

Student
Aug 2, 2018
138
This is something I don't understand, why would someone do this. I am suicidal and ready to die but would never want to hurt anyone else. Why do some want to murder before death? I worry how I am remembered after I die, guess these people dont
 
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I fantasized about this. There would be someone trying to stop me from hanging and then I would pull out a gun on that person and tell it to go away. But yeah I don't understand it either. Maybe you want to kill for fun like a serial killer and then you kill yourself to not go to prison?
 
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Lrdhlpme

Lrdhlpme

Student
Aug 2, 2018
138
I fantasized about this. There would be someone trying to stop me from hanging and then I would pull out a gun on that person and tell it to go away. But yeah I don't understand it either. Maybe you want to kill for fun like a serial killer and then you kill yourself to not go to prison?
sometimes I do think that I could go on a huge killing spree if I wanted to because I'm in ireland and the garda aren't well equipped for a mass killing spree but I could never in a million years intentionally hurt another soul
 
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sometimes I do think that I could go on a huge killing spree if I wanted to because I'm in ireland and the garda aren't well equipped for a mass killing spree but I could never in a million years intentionally hurt another soul
Me neither. You don't know the guy and what he's been through in his life.
 
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musicislife

Student
Jun 15, 2018
159
This is a dilemma I imagine soldiers in ww1 and ww2 felt ordinary members of the public called up to war not the killing machines of an ordinary army today - it's not easy to kill another human being at all
 
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thetwilightzone

thetwilightzone

Specialist
Jul 14, 2018
307
sometimes I do think that I could go on a huge killing spree if I wanted to because I'm in ireland and the garda aren't well equipped for a mass killing spree but I could never in a million years intentionally hurt another soul

Actually we have an Armed Response Unit which AFAIK, carry handguns and semi-automatic weapons. Most guards don't have those but I think it's false for anyone to say the police here aren't armed.

Anyway the real barrier to a mass killer is where they'd get guns like they could in the United States. Ireland really has one of the strictest gun ownership laws in the world. Importation into developed island nations are extremely controlled; i.e. Australia, NZ, UK and Ireland. Not just with guns but medicines, foods, herbs etc..
 
Lrdhlpme

Lrdhlpme

Student
Aug 2, 2018
138
This is a dilemma I imagine soldiers in ww1 and ww2 felt ordinary members of the public called up to war not the killing machines of an ordinary army today - it's not easy to kill another human being at all
I think saving private ryan captures thid very well, I don't think most nazis deserve death.. sure the ss and their leaders but the soldiers were fighting for there country.. it's debatable if most of them even knew about the camps... to be clear those involved in the camps are not human and deserve a painful death
 
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thetwilightzone

thetwilightzone

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Jul 14, 2018
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I think saving private ryan captures thid very well, I don't think most nazis deserve death.. sure the ss and their leaders but the soldiers were fighting for there country.. it's debatable if most of them even knew about the camps... to be clear those involved in the camps are not human and deserve a painful death

Hey Lrdhelpme, I see you're in Ireland. Dublin if you don't mind me asking? Welcome to this site ;)
 
Lrdhlpme

Lrdhlpme

Student
Aug 2, 2018
138
Actually we have an Armed Response Unit which AFAIK, carry handguns and semi-automatic weapons. Most guards don't have those but I think it's false for anyone to say the police here aren't armed.

Anyway the real barrier to a mass killer is where they'd get guns like they could in the United States. Ireland really has one of the strictest gun ownership laws in the world. Importation into developed island nations are extremely controlled; i.e. Australia, NZ, UK and Ireland. Not just with guns but medicines, foods, herbs etc..
I have access to an ak 47 not sure how many rounds, wasn't looking for it just told it's for sale... if you do it in a rural area away from Dublin and cork it would take ages for an armed response unit to get there giving tons of time to the perpetrator... I want to stress I would never do this but it's easy to do so here
 
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licebap

Member
Jul 7, 2018
79
Well I would kill some people with great pleasure if I had the means, 3 - 4 people that contributed 80% to ruin my life (the rest being chance)...
 
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Deleted_9cKnXB34QG

Mage
Jun 26, 2018
501
Revenge is a good reason.
I've always wondered how it would feel like to kill someone... but that's just a fantasy :P
 
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Lrdhlpme

Lrdhlpme

Student
Aug 2, 2018
138
Revenge is a good reason.
I've always wondered how it would feel like to kill someone... but that's just a fantasy :P
Tbh I worrie how easy it is, I have easy access to ex ira guns and could do it if I wish.. but I never could hurt someone on purpose never mind killing someone.. I have reason for revenge on people who put me in this horrible place but do not wish them to die
 
LordMassenmord

LordMassenmord

Insane guy
Aug 9, 2018
14
im Still thinking about that. My mother asked me what i achieved in life and if i want to carry on like this. So i said if she wants to i can stop doing anything, Dont work, dont pay rent etc. She said that they would Clear my apartment and kick me out. i just responded so if they try it ill kill them till the police needs to shoot me.... She stayed quit after that
 
Lrdhlpme

Lrdhlpme

Student
Aug 2, 2018
138
im Still thinking about that. My mother asked me what i achieved in life and if i want to carry on like this. So i said if she wants to i can stop doing anything, Dont work, dont pay rent etc. She said that they would Clear my apartment and kick me out. i just responded so if they try it ill kill them till the police needs to shoot me.... She stayed quit after that
I just feel like if your suicidal you get how it feels.. why would you wish this on anyone
 
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LordMassenmord

LordMassenmord

Insane guy
Aug 9, 2018
14
I just feel like if your suicidal you get how it feels.. why would you wish this on anyone

i like to Quote a good game.
"I just fucking hate this world and the human worms feasting on it's carcass. My whole life is just cold, bitter hatred... and I always wanted to die violently."

People dont care.. why should i care
 
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LordMassenmord

LordMassenmord

Insane guy
Aug 9, 2018
14
Who brought you in this PAIN? whos not helping? who isnt caring? Why spare them? did they spare you?

All my PAIN is forced by others if those others dont exist anymore they cant harm me or others anymore! People are Poison!
 
Lrdhlpme

Lrdhlpme

Student
Aug 2, 2018
138
Who brought you in this PAIN? whos not helping? who isnt caring? Why spare them? did they spare you?

All my PAIN is forced by others if those others dont exist anymore they cant harm me or others anymore! People are Poison!
I am the evil in this situation... these people are hurting me because of my actions.
 
Lrdhlpme

Lrdhlpme

Student
Aug 2, 2018
138
I am an evil person who never questioned his decision until it was too late
 
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Luke

Luke

tired
Apr 11, 2018
291
Most murder suicides are family stuff, strong feelings work there.

And the school shootings where people were pushed over their limits.

These are the main ones afaik. Basically murder suicides are not rational at all.

It happens when people break. And mostly in the US. Very rarely happens in other places so it's not as common as you might think based on US data.
 
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Lrdhlpme

Lrdhlpme

Student
Aug 2, 2018
138
Most murder suicides are family stuff, strong feelings work there.

And the school shootings where people were pushed over their limits.

These are the main ones afaik. Basically murder suicides are not rational at all.

It happens when people break. And mostly in the US. Very rarely happens in other places so it's not as common as you might think based on US data.
Love this site but hope no one promotes what happened in Las Vegas a few months ago
 
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Ashton

Member
Jul 24, 2018
33
IT could work if two people became suicide buddies. One would say strangle the other before they CTB themselves . You both would come up with a plan but of course there could be a chance that one would not follow though then you would be looking at life in prison.
 
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Bunny13000

Bunny13000

Member
Jun 28, 2018
28
Oh the agony!! I wanna kill everyone. Live on this earth by myself.
 
accidentaldeath

accidentaldeath

Student
May 29, 2018
107
Well, if someone wants to kill other people before die, you can just go to Syria or Irak as volunteer to fight ISIS. You will kill some motherfuckers, be a hero and hopefully if you want to die you will easily get a bullet to the head.
 
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MAIO

Elementalist
Apr 8, 2018
841
This is something I don't understand, why would someone do this. I am suicidal and ready to die but would never want to hurt anyone else. Why do some want to murder before death? I worry how I am remembered after I die, guess these people dont

I know people who have had homicidal rages, who do not seem like bad people. One of them being the smartest person I have ever met, who is highly educated. I don't understand it. However if someone did something truly terrible like killed the giRL I was married to etc I would have no problem killing the person brutally before I die.
 
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