Spectre
I am serious about not taking things seriously
- Nov 27, 2023
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I have suspected ASD by my psychiatrist and I can't get a formal assessment from a psychologist because those cost like C$2000. But at this point, I think I know what I am. It's the only thing that explains why I have a reasonably high intelligence but act like a demented child. Annoying, unreliable and terribly unfunny. What's worse is that my bipolar symptoms make me an even bigger laughing stock, as every time I start to feel manic, I come across as even more cringe. I'm not seeing a good way out of this tunnel because I can't stop being embarrassing because that's literally what I am as a person. I'm thinking that the genepool and society in general will probably be better off not having to deal with such a loser in their presence. I am writing this post to see if anyone else feels this way about themselves or if they think my assessment is correct because at this point I no longer trust my own sense of judgement.