Leavesfromthevine
Untreated Trauma
- Nov 23, 2023
- 339
I've been desperately wanting to ctb ever since I got my SN. At first I waited to do my trip so that was a personal reason. It was great and I don't regret that one bit. I got to see so much and experience things I never imagined.
Afterwards I realized my vehicle needed some repairs so I came home to deal with that. The repairs are somewhat expensive and I can't comfortably afford them. No big deal though as I have another vehicle in the meantime.
Next my mom's car has issues that I found out about once I get home. Trying to figure out that issue and fix it before I leave to ctb.
The fridge we were borrowing also got taken back while I was gone so I had to go spend almost $1k on a new fridge and restocking which has me stressed financially.
After all that's done I'll still need to travel back across the country one last time before I can finally ctb. It's exhausting and I just want it to be over with. I'm just barely holding on so I can help fix issues and save them money before I ctb.
Thank you to everyone who has watched my final journeys and made these days bearable. Much love everyone
Afterwards I realized my vehicle needed some repairs so I came home to deal with that. The repairs are somewhat expensive and I can't comfortably afford them. No big deal though as I have another vehicle in the meantime.
Next my mom's car has issues that I found out about once I get home. Trying to figure out that issue and fix it before I leave to ctb.
The fridge we were borrowing also got taken back while I was gone so I had to go spend almost $1k on a new fridge and restocking which has me stressed financially.
After all that's done I'll still need to travel back across the country one last time before I can finally ctb. It's exhausting and I just want it to be over with. I'm just barely holding on so I can help fix issues and save them money before I ctb.
Thank you to everyone who has watched my final journeys and made these days bearable. Much love everyone