Venting Keep breaking down

[AnonymousL]

I keep breaking down and crying everyday because I genuinely don't wanna be here anymore.

I'm waiting for my benzo's to arrive. But it's taking too long.

 

[sussshiroll]

Can you try playing games, watch movies/series, watch asmr, Try new foods to cope?

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering, I get that it's so dreadful and torturous feeling so trapped in this existence.

 

[LunarLight]

Have you tried meds? therapy? rTMS? ECT?
Do you plan to OD on benzos?

 

[AnonymousL]

Can you try playing games, watch movies/series, watch asmr, Try new foods to cope?

Gaming used to be something I enjoyed.
Now it's my only escape from reality.
A break from the thoughts that are driving me insane..

But it's starting to not be enough anymorz

Have you tried meds? therapy? rTMS? ECT?
Do you plan to OD on benzos?

I have been on medication for 5 years. They stopped production of my current meds which sadly were the only ones working for me out of 4 others I have tried. I am trying to get to a psychiatrist to get new meds but it's a very long waiting list.

I have been going to a psychologist for 3 years now.
I have been in therapy before.

I have SN. I need benzo's to accompany that with

 

[sussshiroll]

Gaming used to be something I enjoyed.
Now it's my only escape from reality.
A break from the thoughts that are driving me insane..

But it's starting to not be enough anymorz

I have been on medication for 5 years. They stopped production of my current meds which sadly were the only ones working for me out of 4 others I have tried. I am trying to get to a psychiatrist to get new meds but it's a very long waiting list.

I have been going to a psychologist for 3 years now.
I have been in therapy before.

I have SN. I need benzo's to accompany that with

Me too stopped enjoying games but found a game called Chivalry 2 it's fun and funny.
You just need to search for the right game.