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vanillamilkshakes

vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
608
Welp, It's 12:13 AM. I've officially survived another year.

When I created this account, I didn't plan to still be here over a year later. It's strange to feel a sense of dread on your birthday. I truly wish that just for one day I could go back to being a kid, having that childhood innocence of believing the world was a beautiful, happy place where you are surely to live out a joyful life. I'm exhausted.

However, I am grateful to this community, thank you to you all for being here to listen when nobody else was. And to those who are no longer here, I still remember and will never forget you. <3
 
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TBONTB

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May 31, 2025
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Happy Birthday. You deserve to celebrate even in the midst of all the challenges.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,380
💛 HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🧡 I am sending you much love 💚
 
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LoverofAnimals

Giver of Hugs
Sep 20, 2025
185
Happy birthday! May all your wishes come true.

iu
 
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Leonszabs

Leonszabs

Fortnite Expert
Aug 12, 2025
109
Welp, It's 12:13 AM. I've officially survived another year.

When I created this account, I didn't plan to still be here over a year later. It's strange to feel a sense of dread on your birthday. I truly wish that just for one day I could go back to being a kid, having that childhood innocence of believing the world was a beautiful, happy place where you are surely to live out a joyful life. I'm exhausted.

However, I am grateful to this community, thank you to you all for being here to listen when nobody else was. And to those who are no longer here, I still remember and will never forget you. <3
Happy birthday :heart: Glad you are still here
 
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kitkat9234

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Nov 27, 2024
477
Happy birthday! Sending you hugs 💜
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,825
Happy birthday vanillamilkshakes! :) I wish things were better for you and that you had a better day today~ I'm glad you feel welcomed and supported here~ :) and same~ :( I too wish I could be a child again soooo badly too~ >_< Things were so much better, purer, and more wonderful back then! :(
 
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laughingdory51

nyannyancat
Oct 2, 2025
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happy birthday vanilla!!! hope it gets better on for you :)) sending u hugs
 
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woofwag

woofwag

Bad dog
Sep 17, 2025
466
Happy birthday!! I always hated mine for much of the same reasoning. But regardless I hope you can have fun for a bit :)
 
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cemeteryismyhome

Paragon
Mar 15, 2025
971
Happy birthday. I wish I could go back to 20, knowing what I know now.
 
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vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
608
Happy Birthday. You deserve to celebrate even in the midst of all the challenges.

💛 HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🧡 I am sending you much love 💚

Happy birthday! May all your wishes come true.

iu

Happy birthday :heart: Glad you are still here

Happy birthday! Sending you hugs 💜

Happy birthday vanillamilkshakes! :) I wish things were better for you and that you had a better day today~ I'm glad you feel welcomed and supported here~ :) and same~ :( I too wish I could be a child again soooo badly too~ >_< Things were so much better, purer, and more wonderful back then! :(

happy birthday vanilla!!! hope it gets better on for you :)) sending u hugs

Happy birthday!! I always hated mine for much of the same reasoning. But regardless I hope you can have fun for a bit :)

Happy birthday. I wish I could go back to 20, knowing what I know now.

Thank you all from the bottom of my heart. These kind words mean more to me than you could ever know :heart:. I give the same love back, and I truly hope everything works out for you all.
 
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