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razahcareca27
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- Apr 5, 2024
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before I wasn't too worried about purity (was confident it was pure). but the the date came closer and I felt the need to test. if you would, give insights pls. i thought it was really good, although the color was kinda red too much maybe? thanks I'm advance.
June was my date and I postponed it for kind of sedentarism reasons. I didn't feel for missing the chance. now I have another date that suits to my intentions and worries. I am good but I already failed and already gone through about it with myself and some I hurt.
2024 was unbelievable. 2023 was unbelievably good and intense. 2024 was horrible, didn't have a week to be with the most loving, empathic and so many other things.
suicidal thoughts started 14, not too much to worry (maybe?). at 19 it became a serious thing and since then till my 23s it has been depression and some little more.
I hope my girl is in peace or is with me here or we met again after death.
I would like to give a big thank you to you that shall not be named for giving me a fucking experience, euphoric one, lovingly one. was special to spent those days with u. hope youre reading this or is recovering/recovery, love u.
love u my love as well, as nothing more. absence/loss is sad when experiences were beautiful.
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idk if this is a goodbye thread or not, neither if I will make one.
the days are coming, sometimes gets me afraid, sometimes relax me. beautiful although hurtful.
1st and 2nd flash enabled. 3rd off.
thanks in advance for insights.
previous aliases on here been thethatsitboy and thethatisitboy. dog pic :D
June was my date and I postponed it for kind of sedentarism reasons. I didn't feel for missing the chance. now I have another date that suits to my intentions and worries. I am good but I already failed and already gone through about it with myself and some I hurt.
2024 was unbelievable. 2023 was unbelievably good and intense. 2024 was horrible, didn't have a week to be with the most loving, empathic and so many other things.
suicidal thoughts started 14, not too much to worry (maybe?). at 19 it became a serious thing and since then till my 23s it has been depression and some little more.
I hope my girl is in peace or is with me here or we met again after death.
I would like to give a big thank you to you that shall not be named for giving me a fucking experience, euphoric one, lovingly one. was special to spent those days with u. hope youre reading this or is recovering/recovery, love u.
love u my love as well, as nothing more. absence/loss is sad when experiences were beautiful.
Ļ
idk if this is a goodbye thread or not, neither if I will make one.
the days are coming, sometimes gets me afraid, sometimes relax me. beautiful although hurtful.
1st and 2nd flash enabled. 3rd off.
thanks in advance for insights.
previous aliases on here been thethatsitboy and thethatisitboy. dog pic :D
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