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Anonymous 4
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- Jun 26, 2021
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Say as of today iv taken 9mg or lorzepam and 2 mg of xanax, and right now I am so numb and chilled and what ever else, that I can assure you right now taking N will jot be a issue, the mental side is sorted thanks to these 2 drugs, the physical struggle sorted by the N, so anyone who has SI issues on a mental level by drinking it, just take the two mentioned above, it will help you so much,.next week, 90% everything will be ready, I will no longer be here to experience the issues iv been having the past year, I feel at rest knowing that. Iv brought my sister a car to help her life, and sent my neice and nephew some money, all bases taken care of, funeral booked, and some.money for my mum, fully at peace, for the first time in a year, fortgot what it feels like to be hoenst, and its so nice, thank you all. I found N from this place, will make a small donation to the site for my gratitude before I go. Intreeged to know what's on the other side, I'm more spiritual them religious, in the passed done 6 year meditation, had a few experiences, I hope I'm going to via that means, I have one experience in particular, I'll be thinking of that and hoping I return to it.