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wildflowers1996

wildflowers1996

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Oct 14, 2023
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is there ANYONE out there willing to help me find sources I keep asking but no one seems able to help and I am just screaming internally I can't bear being alive
 
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IBM0000

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Oct 10, 2023
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is there ANYONE out there willing to help me find sources I keep asking but no one seems able to help and I am just screaming internally I can't bear being alive
I am sorry to hear that. As you know, sources are very important. So, unfortunately, you might not get them in the next...month, maybe? Unless you're very active, maybe.
 
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wildflowers1996

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Oct 14, 2023
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how active do I need to be? if people aren't helping me purely because my account isn't very old I'm willing to keep posting to prove I'm genuine I'm willing to explain why I want to ctb or do anything people want me to to prove I'm genuine
But I don't know if that's the reason why people aren't helping? I don't know what I'm doing wrong
 
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IBM0000

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Oct 10, 2023
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how active do I need to be? if people aren't helping me purely because my account isn't very old I'm willing to keep posting to prove I'm genuine I'm willing to explain why I want to ctb or do anything people want me to to prove I'm genuine
But I don't know if that's the reason why people aren't helping? I don't know what I'm doing wrong
I heard someone was nice to people and listening to them and giving them sources but then the source suddenly disappeares. Not sure if that was a scam or he was nice to a pro-lifer who wanted to take advantage of him in order to shut down the source.

Don't know, but I wish the best of luck to you.
 
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wildflowers1996

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Oct 14, 2023
563
I understand that, I can keep posting, if I need to build trust first I can do that, I'm just worried that I'll post for ages and still not be able to obtain anything 😢
 
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mehdone

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Oct 10, 2023
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Unfortunately, sources are scarce these days. I wish I could get ahold of N, or even SN. It seems much more peaceful to me than a bullet.
 

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