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kinda freaking out, made the really dumb decision of explicitly mentioning customs. the seller didnt care but i realize now that if it does get seized that's clear evidence for a criminal charge. this post is too lol but at this point it doesnt matter, if they investigate me i'm screwed regardless. I ended up paying $180 USD, they quoted me before asking for my address which is sketch but the seller had good reviews. it was from e, will give an update on what happens i guess.

making this post to tell you please don't be dumb like me and mention customs, don't tell them to mislabel it just ask them how it will be shipped. i'm sure alot of the sellers know what it is being used for, or at least that it is prohibited in a lot of countries now. make them tell you it will be mislabeled themselves because that gives you plausible deniability. if it does get brought to court you can always say that you didn't know it was prohibited. really hoping it doesn't get seized, if it does i hope they just treat it as a mental health matter and not a criminal one. i just want to ctb.
 
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kinda freaking out, made the really dumb decision of explicitly mentioning customs. the seller didnt care but i realize now that if it does get seized that's clear evidence for a criminal charge. this post is too lol but at this point it doesnt matter, if they investigate me i'm screwed regardless. I ended up paying $180 USD, they quoted me before asking for my address which is sketch but the seller had good reviews. it was from e, will give an update on what happens i guess.

making this post to tell you please don't be dumb like me and mention customs, don't tell them to mislabel it just ask them how it will be shipped. i'm sure alot of the sellers know what it is being used for, or at least that it is prohibited in a lot of countries now. make them tell you it will be mislabeled themselves because that gives you plausible deniability. if it does get brought to court you can always say that you didn't know it was prohibited. really hoping it doesn't get seized, if it does i hope they just treat it as a mental health matter and not a criminal one. i just want to ctb.
Damn i hope it doesn't get you into any trouble.
What did they say, are they going to mislabel it or not?
 
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Damn i hope it doesn't get you into any trouble.
What did they say, are they going to mislabel it or not?
yea they told me they would and the transaction went smoothly, just super worried about the logs. not sure what to say if the police do show up, could try to obfuscate and not tell them exactly where i got it but that might just lead them to investigate further. obviously if i lie and tell them i got it off ebay or something id get an even worse sentence. really hope im worrying unnecessarily and it clears customs but im freaking out right now lol.
 
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yea they told me they would and the transaction went smoothly, just super worried about the logs. not sure what to say if the police do show up, could try to obfuscate and not tell them exactly where i got it but that might just lead them to investigate further. obviously if i lie and tell them i got it off ebay or something id get an even worse sentence. really hope im worrying unnecessarily and it clears customs but im freaking out right now lol.
Dang I didn't know it was so illegal.this world is so cruel we're just looking for peace and they want us to pick the most painful methods to ctb.
 
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I hope it doesn't get seized. but honestly, 180$, did u order 25kg SN?
 
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yea they told me they would and the transaction went smoothly, just super worried about the logs. not sure what to say if the police do show up, could try to obfuscate and not tell them exactly where i got it but that might just lead them to investigate further. obviously if i lie and tell them i got it off ebay or something id get an even worse sentence. really hope im worrying unnecessarily and it clears customs but im freaking out right now lol.
If you are in the UK, then you've a higher chances of police showing up and putting your name for welfare check. Everywhere else I'm noticing that it has been smooth if it was mislabeled. So, don't worry if you are not in UK
 
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I hope it doesn't get seized. but honestly, 180$, did u order 25kg SN?
100g lol, i know super overpriced but it's fine as long as i didnt get scammed
If you are in the UK, then you've a higher chances of police showing up and putting your name for welfare check. Everywhere else I'm noticing that it has been smooth if it was mislabeled. So, don't worry if you are not in UK
im in canada, thanks for reassuring me :)
over the initial panic. what happens happens ig
 

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