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peacetime
Student
- Dec 27, 2022
- 114
Put in my order through IC, I live in Finland. Does anyone know if it will come in? How's shipping to Europe in general?
I feel really good right now because I "know" or at least feel like soon I will have it in my closet and can use it when I need to. I previously ordered SN from another source and it never arrived, so I'm pretty scared at the same time that it's not going to come and to be honest I don't know what I can do then. I'm too much of a pussy for the other methods, quite frankly, and I really, really, really feel like I have to have an exit method. Only then can I live "one day at a time" which I might as well do for some time before ending it all.
After being depressed and suicidal for years with no realistic method that would work for me, I think I will feel superhuman having an exit. I feel like it will allow me to do whatever the fuck I want to do, since I can just "bounce" when I need to; it's what I want to do in general anyway. *Not that I'm going to do anything bad or evil by the way.
I feel really good right now because I "know" or at least feel like soon I will have it in my closet and can use it when I need to. I previously ordered SN from another source and it never arrived, so I'm pretty scared at the same time that it's not going to come and to be honest I don't know what I can do then. I'm too much of a pussy for the other methods, quite frankly, and I really, really, really feel like I have to have an exit method. Only then can I live "one day at a time" which I might as well do for some time before ending it all.
After being depressed and suicidal for years with no realistic method that would work for me, I think I will feel superhuman having an exit. I feel like it will allow me to do whatever the fuck I want to do, since I can just "bounce" when I need to; it's what I want to do in general anyway. *Not that I'm going to do anything bad or evil by the way.