just joined to share thoughts and say goodbye

[olivernoir]

I've talked to my therapist and father about my suicidal thoughts. They somehow don't understand what I'm facing. In a few days, I'll jump out of our buildings rooftop 12 floors until I hit the ground. Will take some Rivotril pills just to be relaxed when I do it. I just hope God haves mercy on me.

 

[Why Me?]

Why do you want to do this? What is your age?

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that things are so hopeless. I understand that it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much. I hope you find relief from pain in whatever happens.

 

[Manaaja]

Is that a Shi Tzu? Very cute!

A lot of people don't understand or don't want to understand suicidal feelings unfortunately.

I'm not sure if 12 floors is enough, but I hope you can find what you are seeking and all goes well.

 

[DangerRanger]

I've learned over the years that most people don't understand suicidal thoughts. It's unfortunate for those of us suffering because it leaves us with very few options for true compassion and support. Just know that no matter what you choose to do, we're still here to help and support you as best we can. I hope you find what you're looking for and I wish you nothing but the best.

 

[DPJ187]

You will be fully supported and respected for your decisions here. We only want that you be free of suffering whatever your life choice is. There are many good people on here to talk to I have chatted to a few myself, take a bit of time and chat to them when they reach out. If not only for the reason you might understand yourself a bit better before your bus comes.

 

[Superdeterminist]

I beg you do not fear the tyrant who put you in this situation. Peace to you, whatever happens.

 

[bing]

Ouch, probably not a fun way to go. Good luck

 

[VoidDesirer22]

I beg you do not fear the tyrant who put you in this situation. Peace to you, whatever happens.

Especially since it is made up bullshit to control the masses

 

[Superdeterminist]

Especially since it is made up bullshit to control the masses

I used to think it was just an artifact of history, but I realised that there is a large component of religiosity that is just innate to certain brains. Some brains just move toward it like our brains move to suicide. My mother was one of 7 children and she was the only one who became religious, for some reason. This innateness doesn't suddenly make theism the correct position, though. Oh and yeah, there's no chance I'm respecting/worshipping god if he ever shows up, given the torment he's subjected us to. Also, it's suspicious to me, how I can't find any religious people who are willing to question god's doing (they all presume he is perfect and can do no wrong ). It seems to be part of the religious package, to defend all of gods (mis)deeds.