ilovecats1
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- Apr 15, 2026
- 53
it was like dreams inside dreams. i would always wake up on the same position looking the same way but at first notice some shadowy figure or some garment or something on my room that would scare me every time it happened it was like almost the most scariest ive been in my life. in a few of those (at the beginning at least) i would at least be able to go out of my room and encounter something that would scare me but it would just be ballons or a toy or something and it was so realistic that the guest we had over would wake up to my sound and i even forgot he was staying here. on the later ones i would go out do stuff it was like so much i cant believe i was asleep for only an hour. one of those i even got meds to stop the nightmares with my mom and she was all acting very weirdly to me. i have more dreams but there is no point in telling them.
after i woke up i talked with some people and ive come to the conclusion that this is caused by stressed which is only my own doing. im a spoiled kid who has/had everything and i do not do anything even remotely hard. i dont study for this exam and its putting me in stress which makes me not study even more. i was getting better the last two days but now im back again c:. my heart still hurts 50 minutes after waking up irl time is faster than what was happening in that dream lol it felt like days.
i just wish that i actually had some diagnosis which would help me understand why i cant ever do anything but i dont. i cant focus for 5 minutes for something that is remotely hard for me im that lazy. i think i will go scouting this monday since i planned for a walk in a similiar route anyways but i will see if i have the energy. i want to go back to sleep but im scared.
after i woke up i talked with some people and ive come to the conclusion that this is caused by stressed which is only my own doing. im a spoiled kid who has/had everything and i do not do anything even remotely hard. i dont study for this exam and its putting me in stress which makes me not study even more. i was getting better the last two days but now im back again c:. my heart still hurts 50 minutes after waking up irl time is faster than what was happening in that dream lol it felt like days.
i just wish that i actually had some diagnosis which would help me understand why i cant ever do anything but i dont. i cant focus for 5 minutes for something that is remotely hard for me im that lazy. i think i will go scouting this monday since i planned for a walk in a similiar route anyways but i will see if i have the energy. i want to go back to sleep but im scared.
