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DarkJason

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Oct 24, 2025
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I just bought a shotgun today. I've been telling my mom that I bought it for sport shooting, even though I'm actually planning on using it to put an end to my sad and pathetic life. She's pretty anti-gun, and was initially nervous about me having it, but is letting me keep it in the house under the condition that I don't bring ammo into the home.

I'm gonna have to find some way to sneak ammo past her, because I'm intent on killing myself before the end of this year. I've been wanting to die for over four years now, and I have finally managed to obtain the object that I've been wanting to do it with. I hope that I can be free soon, free from my miserable existence and this shithole of a world. I'm just completely done with life's bullshit at this point.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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Shouldn't be too hard to sneak shells into a house, at least wouldn't think so. 12 ga?
 
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imontheloose

imontheloose

Aspiring corpse
Jan 15, 2025
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You can always bring a few slugs into the house via a bag be it a shopping bag or whatever. If she insists on searching you every time you enter the house then stuff a slug or two down your underwear and sneak it past her.
 
SomewhereNew

SomewhereNew

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Nov 2, 2025
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I have a shotgun as well. I don't wanna be found though with a bursted melon. So I might go in the woods where the wildlife will pick me apart before I can traumatize somebody.
 
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58Alice85

58Alice85

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Aug 31, 2025
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Shotgun to the head is the method with the lowest survival rate.
So I guess you will not be having most of the worries and problems of the users of this site.
 
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eternalpace

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Oct 18, 2025
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I picked up a handgun a few days ago. Once I take care of some pending issues, I'll finally be able to call it a day after unsuccessful attempts with another method several years ago.
 
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NormallyNeurotic

NormallyNeurotic

Everything is going to be okay ⋅ he/him
Nov 21, 2024
181
Do you plan to do it in your home? I assume so, otherwise you wouldn't need to sneak ammo in.
 
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dearlydeparted44

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May 21, 2025
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I picked up a handgun a few days ago. Once I take care of some pending issues, I'll finally be able to call it a day after unsuccessful attempts with another method several years ago.
This is my method.
 
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traingirl

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Oct 7, 2025
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I picked up a handgun a few days ago. Once I take care of some pending issues, I'll finally be able to call it a day after unsuccessful attempts with another method several years ago.
Twins lol
 
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