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StevieNixs

StevieNixs

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Jul 22, 2021
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So I was kindly given the details for a Polish seller, but when I tried to order it the order would not go through and after emailing the seller, received an email to say that when they try to send it to my country it keeps getting returned to them, so I found another seller - and just ordered it. It is arriving mid-Sept/early October- hopefully earlier which is great as it gives me enough time to fully get my affairs in order. Realised I had to make a damned will because trying to close down my sister's accounts - including Amazon has proved to be a nightmare. They keep asking to deal with the "executor of her will" She had no will. The same thing happened trying to deal with utility companies. I almost feel like writing them letters myself to say "Please close my account. I will be dead on the blank day of blank month".
I am excited - a little nervous about whether it will be intercepted, and just hope that things will start to fully come together. I was going to use a cocktail before with an antiemetic but am still concerned about whether this will work, so SN will be my first option with the cocktail plus charcoal as a back up plan if the SN does not arrive.
Wish me luck and I'll keep you posted about whether it arrives.
 
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vold3m0r†

vold3m0r†

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May 13, 2021
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Whatever you decide to do, i wish you peace.

When i decide to go, i think ill go out by shallow water drowning, it seems kinda peaceful, idk lol. since i cant get access to poisons yet. i wish poison and other chemicals were easily available, would make things much more easier...
 
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hʚll

hʚll

not real.
Jun 18, 2021
467
hello. i hope your sn comes soon to your home. and you can reach peace and freedom from pain
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
Good luck!!
I hope everything works out for you!!!
:heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:
 
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StevieNixs

StevieNixs

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Jul 22, 2021
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zatoichi

zatoichi

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Jun 20, 2018
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So I was kindly given the details for a Polish seller, but when I tried to order it the order would not go through and after emailing the seller, received an email to say that when they try to send it to my country it keeps getting returned to them, so I found another seller - and just ordered it. It is arriving mid-Sept/early October- hopefully earlier which is great as it gives me enough time to fully get my affairs in order. Realised I had to make a damned will because trying to close down my sister's accounts - including Amazon has proved to be a nightmare. They keep asking to deal with the "executor of her will" She had no will. The same thing happened trying to deal with utility companies. I almost feel like writing them letters myself to say "Please close my account. I will be dead on the blank day of blank month".
I am excited - a little nervous about whether it will be intercepted, and just hope that things will start to fully come together. I was going to use a cocktail before with an antiemetic but am still concerned about whether this will work, so SN will be my first option with the cocktail plus charcoal as a back up plan if the SN does not arrive.
Wish me luck and I'll keep you posted about whether it arrives.
good luck man. hope everything works out for you.
 
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StevieNixs

StevieNixs

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Jul 22, 2021
316
good luck man. hope everything works out for you.
Thanks Polat - just sent you a message. Gotta pop out to the charity store to donate more or my crap. will respond when I get home. :sunglasses:
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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If your decision is to leave, then I wish you peace. I hope things go the way you want them to.
 
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